It was not even an argument, would rather call it an explanation of my feeling;

And now I sit here with all guilt unable to get into my normal routine-

Does anybody understand this?

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It is not the mistake of people who turn helpless;
It is your mistake of needing their help.

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Focus on the silence hiding behind the noise, they have the song you want.

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Lived.
Lived,
Lived?
Lived!

Become the right punctuation to your life.

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Have you ever been in a situation where you feel helpless but can’t help yourself out of it? You know you can transform but you refuse to change because you feel you deserve it but still want to show your happy face to the world.

Probably, this is called social fucking dilemma...

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At times, you miss a person for no reason.
That person may be a friend or a foe or someone who randomly popped up in your life,
You don’t wanna talk or meet that person, but you simply miss and embrace that emotion.

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“Family”, he told.

“Freedom”, she sold.

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Yes, you were stupid. Yes, you yelled at your mother for nothing, you lied to your father, you had a broken relationship, you hurt your best friend, you worked inefficiently, you abused random people while driving, you smoked round the clock and drank up to the neck.

But you know what, It is okay! Forgive yourself now. You cannot turn down the clock but surely you can change it.

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“3 cigarettes”, claimed the poor chain smoking father holding his 3 year old at the petty shop.

A cute tiny tender hand pointed its index finger to a corner of the table exuberantly crying at the brightly coloured pack of biscuits with utmost joy.

With tears of emotions blended with guilt and pride filling up the poor man’s eyes, “Cream biscuit instead” he said, which marked the beginning to a Non-smoking father.

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After 2 months, one solitude evening, The Phone rings...

Fed up with the busy day, shutting down the laptop, with a guilty smile, picked up the phone.

Conversation went on for about 13 mins 58 seconds. The call was absolutely of no importance in terms of the subjects we spoke. It was filled with enquiring about well being, about families and friends, innumerable mockings and deliberate plans to meet up soon despite knowing it is not going to happen anytime in near future.

After hanging up the call, I am grateful for having this wonderful friend who expects nothing in return, yet leaves a strong imprint that “I’m there for you” and makes me feel important as a human to this world. Always.

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