He woke up clutching their picture,
And wondered who's the stranger!

Years, since she knocked on the other world's door,
But it's now she's truly no more!!

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Growing up as a man is like exploring an ocean.
For a boy, it is as fun as playing in a beach.
For a teen, it is colourful as enjoying the view of corals.
As the teen matures into a man, his life grows deep as the floors of the ocean..
- Dark, Cold, and the Weight of the World pressing him down!!

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"Hammer is our saviour",
Preached the sword,
To the anvil!

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The emotion is familiar, yet feels new
My cheeks wetted by tears that were a few!

The pain would follow, but now's time for joy,
I just found my voice again, to shout it's a Boy!!

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With time, I thought,
I'm running a race.
But it turns out,
I'm a rat in a maze!

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In the dark, a dagger plunged into my heart,
A voice keeps assuring that it is alright!
I trusted the voice to make it better
But a shock awaited that made it all bitter!


A friend held both dagger and the voice,
What do I do? is there even a choice?

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A rusting anvil I am,
Or so I thought, only to find,
I am the rust!

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Like the shadow taking over the night
A gloom laid claim to my heart

As I wore my heart on the sleeve
It only pushed my folks to leave

What is my curse?
Maybe all I do seem a farce!

Did I wear a wrong face?
That among them I find no place!

At them, I struggle to leave my mark
May be they find my soul a tad too dark!

With haste to bury the sorrow
I water the hopes for the morrow

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Where is my balance?
When I am alone, it's emotional overload.
Around people, it's sensory overload.

Do I search for balance? Or comfort?

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M: It's just my bad luck..
Can't do much, I guess

S: No! May be you're too lucky!

M: Why is that?

S: You have been doing well
despite all the crappy decisions
you have made!!

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