Time please ....

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have to say goodbye
Is it so soon ??
Only closing my eyes can
Make my curse a boon...
Am a shameless soul
Just roaming around...
Need no commas but a Full stop
Not a single heartbeat sound ...
Can you just call my name
One last time
coz it is only you who
makes my soul rhyme....
I have told you once and will
Repeat it for you ...
Whenever I think of love ,
I think of you ...

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Aaah...there is so much to ask
It feels like one of the toughest task
Listen I am not able to cry
Make me please atleast try
Don't wanna be lonely or you to be same
Am sad am tired please call me by my name
Was it too hard to trust
Left my feelings to get rust
I wish I could hate you
Give you numbers and rate you
I can't see myself in the mirror
Full of defects and error
Can't fight can't face the night
I guess you were the only light
Kill me for once in one shot
Don't wanna see my body rot

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I am a broken pen how can I write
No strings attached am a torn kite
Wanna cry but not even allowed to be in blues
No one is bothering for me they have no clues
If not today then may be tomorrow
Will quit the hope and will choose the sorrow
Am I not good enough why am I even alive
Nameless stories of mine won't never be recorded in the archive
Am fearing smile and cherishing demise
Fooling around don't know how to act wise

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You are like a sweet rhyme
And I can sing you anytime
A melody so smooth and fine
Lightens the darkness whenever you shine
Perfect blend of beauty and brain
While talking to you my sadness drain
You are the one that is found so rare
Full of love and an unconditional care
You are the warmth in the cold
Very shy within but yet so bold
No flaws no scars in your soulful nature
Innocence guides your lovely texture
So clean so pure like an angel from above
You can be personified as what we call love 😘

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हॉस्पिटल का बेड .....

(Do read the caption)

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कुछ उतर सा गया मेरा
चेहरा और मेरा प्यार
जब तुमने जाते जाते
" कोई नहीं " बोला
मैं चीखती रही अंदर पर
बाहर खामोश सी हो गई
मैं खड़ी रह गई बाहर पर
अंदर बेहोश सी हो गई
तुम्हारा कोई नहीं जैसे
मेरे लिए लाखों सवाल थे
जवाब थे मेरे पास पर तुम्हें
ना समझा पाने के मलाल थे
कुछ टूट रहा था छूट रहा था
मैं जोड़ती पकड़ती क्या करती ?
प्यार हुआ है का सबूत चाहिए
पर जो है मैं उसे साबित क्या करती ?
कश्मकश थी उलझन थी नादान मैं ...
जिसने सुलझाने को हमेशा तुम्हें देखा
हैरान मैं ...
क्या कुछ गलत पूछ लिया था मैंने ??
तुम्हारा " कुछ नहीं" क्या मेरी सज़ा थी??

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You came last or I came first ...
Let's don't discuss this be good to quench my thirst ...
You be the wine smooth and sweet ...
I will take the risk you take my heat ..
Hold me tight and throw me on the couch...
Do it in a way that I make a ouch...
Run your fingers on my up and down hill ...
Like you don't care no matter how I squeal ...
Taste my urges just not the lips ...
Move your body when I sway my hips ...
Leave some marks and some crazy bites ...
Let the moon witness our lovely silly fights ...
Ohh..yes that's it come close and feel..
Go deep inside don't let me heal ...
Tear me and eat me up enjoy how i taste ...
Don't show me mercy but you go in haste .....
Don't take me as a flower to be handle with care ...
Treat me rough and tough I found so rare ...
Explore me as you like wish you all the luck ....
Oops I woke up from dreaming baby what the fuck....

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दिन कट जाता है कैसे
मुझे मेरे रात की खबर नहीं होती ...
तुम कहते हो इंतजार
पर मुझसे अब सबर नहीं होती ...

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मेरे हक़ में तुम्हारा
बस एक खयाल काफ़ी है ...
तुम्हें अपना ना बना पाने
का मेरा मलाल काफ़ी है ...
ये घटते बढ़ते लम्हों का
हिसाब तो देखो ...
ये कर रहा है मेरा वक्त
खराब तो देखो ...
आंखें बंद करूं उससे पहले
आओगे न मिलने ?
ये उम्मीद ये इंतजार ये
सवाल काफ़ी है...

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