Someone wants me to beg for her presence but doesn't dare to stare into my eyes, she often say words that force me to think "what if she is the one; the girl of my dreams" And, the very next moment she ceases to make me wonder, and everything comes to full circle.
I am stuck on her, her innocence. But what if she likes someone else, what if she is just wasting my time.
I revolve around what and when for she never fails to amaze me, and I wonder seeing hope in her eyes. She sometimes fails to read my gestures, and I suffocate a little bit inside thinking to be indifferent towards her, but what if she really likes me, what if the beginning is yet to come. What to do, what if she would ruin me, what if everything is running well, I am stuck.