तुम हो ये मेरा भ्रम है
तुम हो कर भी नहीं हो, ये सत्य है
कल होगी ये भी एक झूठ है
कल तुम थी, ये सत्य है

मैं उलझ गया हूँ सच और झूठे के इस जाल में
ये तो गलत है, कौन जीता है इस हाल में
भूत अगर संभालता है तो भविष्य मुझे डराता है
ये जीवन भी कैसा जहाँ वर्तमान न भाता है

गला भर जाता है, आँख नम हो जाती है
मनोबल मर जाता है, साँस बोझल हो जाती है
जैसे अब नहीं तो तब, बह जायेगा मेरा सच
टपकेगा तर तर मुझे शर्मिंदा कर देगा मेरा सच

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Apology

You didn't deserve it, all of what I did
For a moment I was lost, I was stupid
The words were disastrous, I admit
I needed to stop, I needed to shut it

You have always been there, I don't acknowledge it enough
I am nothing without you, without you life is tough
An apology - I am too shy to ask for it or too ashamed to come for it
We were not taught to express our emotions, I hope this poem works for it

You don't show it, I know it pierced your loving heart
On the board of your affinity, my actions worked like a dart
Your greatness isn't talked much, I am not worth to match what you give
You are the guardian to this kid, it's a try "please forgive!!"

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वो सहर में भी वो अंधेरे में भी
मेरे जाने और आने पर
बूढ़ी आँखों ने देखा सालों बढ़ते हुए
वो रोज़ मेरा सलाम लेती आँखें
कुछ दिनों से जिनमें दिखता मुझे असमंजस
मालूम पड़ता है की सदा के लिए बंद हो गयी हैं
राम उन्हे मेरा आखिरी सलाम है

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Some people are destined to be left alone in pain

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"The lonely, ever so radiant ‘Goblin’. "

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An object needn’t be large to hold great mass.
That girl, as tiny as a violet.

That girl, drifting in the sky like the petals of a flower draws me to her with a force greater than the one exerted by the earth.

In a single moment, I fell and rolled toward her without a rhyme or reason, just as Newton’s apple did.

With a thump. With a thump-thump. My heart bounced from the heavens to the earth in a dizzying pendular motion.

Such was the moment I’d first fallen in love.

- Goblin "the lonely and great God"

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When you’re coming home on a rainy night, what is it that becomes your umbrella. A voice that answers when you call. A memory of seeing the same thing at the same time. The first time you matched someone’s pace. Does someone come to mind? Yes, it’s that person.
- quote from "GOBLIN"

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Winters are introvert's favorite season because they love to avoid gatherings and people and now they got an excuse for it.

"Bahar bhot thand hai yaar" 🥲

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Being best friend with an extrovert is sometimes difficult. They might find someone better than you because obviously they are super friendly and can attract anyone with their personality. They might find you boring at times and slowly lose interest in you.
All this shit scares you but you, an introvert ass will not be able to speak about it just like always.

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ILLOGICAL POEM

It was summer when he showed up in the dreams
He was wearing black coat and black jeans
Feeling cold under the sun and sweating badly
By the time he understood it started raining illogically

Hungry him headed towards the other side
Baker was selling veggies, a cow was the waiter
A man was selling fishes and a cat was serving
Just then he realised he was running an illogical ride

When finally he opened his eyes after a dream so hectic
Shining eyes and happy lips, messed up hairs and jolly heart
It was all over when he looked up at the wall
Where the poster said "Life has no Logic"

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