My fate is bound to an invisible iron shackle that doesn't break or let me free. It's only desire is to break everything until there is no soul in me.

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I have been floating, floating for so long with my arms and limbs loose, hoping that I somehow see the shore.

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Is this pain ever going to end?
Or will it always flow in my veins?
Flow until I can't breathe?
Until my heart doesn't speed?
Until death whispers to me.

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I wish I could be better for you.
I wish I didn't hurt you.
I wish I wouldn't be such a fuck up.
I wish I could be the One for you.

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There is this sadness in me that creeps up every time I sit to study. It echoes louder when I am at the brink of losing it. It calls me to burn the entire charade down to cinders. And the scariest thing is, a part of me that feels so trapped in this academic prison will relish in my dreams and goals going up in flames. Basking in those flames, melting the confinement around my heart, destroying everything I thought was right and necessary. To finally liberate me to be an indestructible force.

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You are like my night sky my love, beautiful, vibrant, and so fucking perfect.

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My fate is written in charcoal that burns red hot, red hot that can bruise me, red hot that can destroy me and red hot like the fire inside me.

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If I could change I would but something in me is already in the grave.

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I am so toxic and he is kind and sweet. I just pretended when he loved me.

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I feel am the worst human being sometimes. I tried to fill an emotional void by saying it's love.

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