When you get to the end of your life and look back at it all...
Was it worth it...
Was it worth all the heartache and pain just to stay alive that much longer, to die this way rather than your way? Trying to decide.

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When a woman puts on lingerie she doesn't want to hear her man say 'That looks nice.', she wants to hear him growel like a hungry animal.

She doesn't want to hear him to laugh at her attempt to look sexy, she wants to hear his breath catch in his throat at the sight of her beauty.

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I come here and put the feelings down that I don't have the guts to express out loud to anyone or on my usual social media networks where friends and family will see it. They don't understand me.

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They say suicide is selfish....

Yes it is

But sometimes I'm tired of being the only one that gives and gives....

Sometimes I want to be the selfish one

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Your mind doesn't know what's true or not, it just believes what you feed it... so feed it beauty, and positivity, about yourself.

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You're not a chair!

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We're no longer a first world problem member, the US is slowly turning into a 3rd world problem and no one can even see it.

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A CALL FOR HELP
Will you be my suicide hotline
Where I can lay bare all my bloody thoughts
Will you listen to me unload the weight that is my mind
Can I be the one that takes up your time but isn't your burden
Will you listen to me, for me

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I'm so tired of my own fuckin mind showing me how worthless I am. I want to feel like I have value, to someone, anyone, would be nice.

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How do I even begin to love myself?
This hate runs so deep
I was raised to hate myself
I don't even know where to begin

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