It's still blue from our eyes,
Seems like we are still together in this universe enjoying the same bright sun.
It reminds me of the time when you used to hold my palm tight and today it's empty without your fingers crossed in mine.

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It's NOT OK

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You forgot to turn back when
I wide opened my arms to adore you.
Things have turned sides now,
And those forhead kisses faded
with the December nights.

Remember that last piece of song
I played the keys, in your room?
Wish I felt comfort again ,
protected in your arms.
But you lie else somewhere now.

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How I changed, from the world of vulnerability to shatter them down.
I accept the one that came out of that womb one day for a purpose to serve.
I may sound self obsessed, I may be always going nuts for myself.
It took time , continuous battles and still going on....

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I still remember how badly I cried
that night when I knew I was
loosing something from deep inside,
I was so scared that I'll be left alone,
I was scared to not have that one
to listen to my stories every night,
I still remember every bit of that pain,
The hollowness that I felt inside,
I remember how I calmed myself
down, everytime I drowned
It's just memories now and senses
all numbed....

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Neither you miss anyone
nor you want anyone around ,
You want to lay quitely in your bed,
Listen to your favourite song,
And stay away from humans,
But yet so void that becomes
so hard to sleep calmly into
the night's dream...

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Another year, with so many hopes and dreams.
It's ok if you fail , it's ok if you cannot accomplish what you desired for.
But never forget to grow.
Stay consistent and value your time and yourself.
Adore every inch of yours.

Happy 2020 all.
Will create a history till the next decade ends..

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It's almost the end,
but nothing is going to change
in the upcoming times.
You are going to meet new people,
make new attachments,
fall in love , and again become strangers.
You will end again where you end every year.

But you can love yourself more this year,
take more care of yourself ,
get obsessed in love with yourself and
make yourself stronger than ever before.

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You: Why do you hate me so much?

Me: Because I loved you one day more than you deserved.

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Still we always tend to go back in the past.
Yes like everyone we are happy too,we are living every new day with our new friends at new place, getting attached to those new faces,
Someday again when we sit back and those new faces who turned old for a while, become new to us again,
It's only then when our those every day coffee ones reminds us where home lies...

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