You came when I wasn't looking.
Got a full package of love (well, I thought it was)
and fear already.
Of course, it wasn't something deary.
Need to bang my head repeatedly,
but the memory lingered,
not for temporary.

Got myself caught at a very young age
with a garbage man.
Locked in a castle without doors,
only an old window
where you could see me.
You fallen for me instantly, you said.
But, I had to refuse you, bravery.
I ignored you,
pushed you,
but then there you go
it turned out you safe me.
In a blink of an eye
you free me
from tying a knot foolishly.
-27.12.24-

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She loves rainy days,
just like today
because suddenly the world goes silent.
Thus she can hear his heart beat
when she lays her head
on his chest.

She knows,
She wins the battle
Only during the day
like today.
-24.12.24-

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You would never know the hardship of continuing your life
when your world
has fall into pieces,
and the pieces have scattered under your knees,
and the yard of your home is full of dead bodies.
-"Gaza"/05.02.2024-

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Every time your heart asks to reconnect...
Please remember!
The person you seek for
has leave you without hesitation.
-8.7.24-

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Don't worry!

Sometimes we need pain
in order to taste freedom.
Some pains
liberate us.
-20.11.24-

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Wake up!
Stand up!
You still have days to roll,
And a cause to fight for.
-1.8.24-

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Kadang harus kuakui bahwa anak sekecil itu
jauh lebih kuat dariku,
punya sabar yang lebih panjang,
hatinya lapang,
selalu tampak tanpa beban,
walau didera oleh beragam rintangan.

Dia
Tidak
Rapuh!
-10.10.24-

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Kadang terpikir untuk berhenti (karena kamu tak lagi peduli).
Tapi kalau berhenti
penaku tak punya lagi alasan untuk menari
di atas secarik kertas lusuh ini.
-9.10.24-

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Ada banyak hal yang terkadang tidak kami bicarakan
karena terlalu menyakitkan,
terlalu menyedihkan,
Dan bayangan kehilangan (lagi) sering kali menyeruak,
menyerang.

Dalam diam kami lantunkan syair tak terbatas ke langit.
Tanpa suara,
hanya isak tertahan
agar tak ada yang mendengar.
Hanya dinding rumah kami
yang mampu menyembunyikan air mata yang tumpah
di sajadah.

-"Di rumah kami (Sejak 2005)"/26.9.24-

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Aku akan memilih jalan yang berbeda denganmu,
atau beberapa langkah di belakangmu,
agar kau tak lagi merasa terganggu oleh kehadiranku.
-"Sadar diri."/30.08.24-

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