"Today I walked past my childhood home,
My heart burst into sharp, gelid spikes of blue, piercing my body, killing the girl I use to be. I paused. I closed me eyes. "Take me back" I plead. But when I opend my sore, soft sockets, I saw the world through the eyes of reality. Dark red, amber flames. Screams of woe. Manipualtive cowards, possessing the earth. Why oh why did I grow up?"

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When the world is beating me down,
Pass me a pen and paper, and all of my problems will leave through the inky black.

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Last night I slept on the floor; to feel some kind of control. To subconsciously feel a change in my life. Like things are different now, and almost convince myself of it...

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I love you, but you don't know that, and you never will do.
Your a pretty star in the night sky. Never to be felt, never to be near. Just to be gazed at and mesmerised whenever we meet.
Your voice is embedded into my sorrowful soul.
i replay your words you've voiced so eloquently til my minds adrift of reality.
Your face is a painting in my mind, that I keep hung up infront of me at all times, afraid to put away.
Your heart is pure, and full of warmth, I wish so dearly to hold you close.
Your the daisy in my field full of grey, never to be picked, only adored.
I begin to sob as I lay still, my body too heavy to hold.
My eyes stream rivers of gelid spikes,
As i come to realise, that soon there will be no more pining my somber eyes upon you.
And that sinks my body into an eternal coma of torment and anguish.
A life without you to love is already an excruciating woe,
But to never hear you say my name,
Or to never see you move so beautifully, like an angel sent down from heaven,
Is gonna be the death of me.

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In Everyday life we say:
'You broke my heart'
In poetry we say:
'You took my hand when no one else would, and told me you loved me more than anyone else could. You bought me coffee every Tuesday, and spoilt me with kisses. The warmth of your hands filled me with peace and safety. I'd fall asleep in your strong arms, and wake up to your soft, subtle voice. You made my life complete, and left with your hidden deciet.'

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My spine broke from carrying the hollowness of your heart,
I tried to erase you, but how do I erase something that was real life?
You swore that you loved me,
And took my hand,
You filled it with manipulation and it weighed heavy like sand;
A rose in the mirror,
You had me fooled,
If I could go back in time
I'd have never picked you

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You are in my every thought,
You are in all of my dreams,
You are the director of this life I no longer lead,
Cause my heart has fallen for someone who views me as nothing more than another 'Child.'

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Loving someone you can't have,
Is pain that cant be put into words.

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