To the voice that has gone still in me,
To the energy that grants me drive
Keeps alive
I ask, here again to come alive
To give me life
One more time,
One more moment,

And to the stars
To star me
To hide me
And give me refugee
While I find my word,
To mold the strength to carry on

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There is some immense endurance crashing my heart, I have a need to dive out of it, as to how to swim out of it, I don't know nor do I have proper strength for that kind of dive, all I really do need is a calmer minute so I can breath without such extreme anguish....how do I not die

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It's okay not to be.

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Tears don't necessarily set solutions but sometimes they do ease the pain when let to flow. Wailing child, it's okay to hurt, to cry so we can heal.

Let them burn
Let them fllow
Like rivers, let them flow
Rivers are the best waters to swim in
Let the rivers flow
Oceans are pillows
That have made giants
That yielded strength,
Hope for tomorrow
Like red seas, let them burn
There is healing awaiting you

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Nobody is coming to save you,
Fucked as you are, you are your own strength

Now, suck it up and power up.
Cry time is over, maybe pray a lil
Or party so long.....

The sun is never yellow everyday,
Sometimes it spits darkness
With careful look out, the light is always there
Buckle up, You are okay.
Save yourself, your healing is your own responsibility.

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When the love is real.....

Intracacies and burdens of an overwhelmed heart,
Sweet kisses open my heart into an ocean of happy - overflowing
Heavenly incarnations of holy in your voice - so calming, such peace
Oh, but your hand brushes all over my body
Calm the storms roaring in my spirit
Calm whispers of hope from your voice,
Therapy I stand given
Faith granted from a touch of your soul
The righteousness wrapped from the warms of holding our hands together
The click and stitch of our destiny together

When the love is real
And I have been loved sincerely
By you
My love for you is a given.

In your arms, I feel the stars spitting smooth winds our way, wrap us up in heaven's ecstasies...... Knots of glory and A moment,

When love is real
Only for me
Only for you, for us.

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Having you as someone I can share the deeds of my day with. Paradise and royalty I have come to know. With you, I have known happy, finally the sun has set its yellow rays on me. Forms of love are many, yours is heaven.

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Stings of depression
Stangs of mood swings in a middle of day
And a writer's block
What a wasted feel of energy
No healing,
Unsaid tears,
Darkened voices
Flattened hope
Where is the beginning?
There is no light to the end,
Words are un-found
Where was the party?
That we were never invited
My cousins and I
Such exhume exhaustion
That words have ducked us
There we are! alone and lonely
Amid our converse and meet
We are tirelessly , endlessly anxious , fatigued

And with words we would write our hope
Out of miseries into divine
We duck our worst
Dive into sleep
Dream and travel to heaven's delight
Then it was tomorrow
For yesterday has waned us
Today, with the new suns we surge our smiles
We are radiant even for a lil while
We see our brother , we see our love
We hug , we remain .
With our eyes closed
Moments ducked
Hope is still brailled ,
Healing is a strange place
Wayward one ,

Who knew,
Duck and dive
Would be such a divine?

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Just keep on breathing
Breathing,
And breathing
You are alive today.
Breathe!

Sending love to you,
I am for you,
Remember, you are never alone
Breathe!

Today,
Today, you are alive
Just keep on breathing
Breathe!

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