- I had accepted my fate! I had given up on it! Why did you have to come? Why, Shiva? Why?
- Destiny, perhaps… Sati.
- But it’s too late now. I have to go.
- I’ll wait.
- So will I. 🌸
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मैं बहू गंगा की लहरों सा,
तू बनजा मेरा किनारा प्रिय।
लिखने अपने प्रेम की स्याही,
मैं सोख लू समंदर सारा प्रिय॥-
- And you just departed? No goodbyes, no last talks, no warm hugs? Just a deep sense of withdrawal?
- Yeah! I had to, for my own sanity!
- You miss it?
- Yeah I do, for this transition has changed me upside down and I don’t have a freaking idea on how to get back to castles..
- Don’t worry! You’ll make a comeback, most iconic one!
- Sustaining with that flame of hope :)-
रण भूमि है तैयार माँ,
खट्वांग उठा संहार करो।
धरती रख्तपलासिनी प्यासी है,
रख़्त की धारा बहा उद्धार करो॥-
एक बंदा ख़त्म हो गया,
एक बंदे के इंतेज़ार में।
और वोह पूछते है,
आख़िर क्या है क़ैस के प्यार में॥-
- Why this ending is so daunting? Why has it taken your smile? Why have you turned ice cold?
- For an era has ended within, for it had to be yet it didn’t, for it’s marking an exile to nowhere, for with it.. I am ending the love verse of my warrior soul!-
मैं गंगा की धारा सा,
तू बनना मेरा नीर प्रिये।
मैं अल्हड़ बेचैन सा भटकता हूँ,
तू बँधाना मेरा धीर प्रिये॥-
- What’s the one incident that shook you the most? Does it still haunt you or you are healed?
- A sudden death! No, I am still in the loop. She left yet she’s with me forever! Guarding me throughout..
- Who is she?
- Umm.. a person who single handedly played 3 roles in my life.
- Who? How?
- Maasi! For I was taught she’s my Naani in my childhood, For she has been my Maasi by birth, For she loved me like Maa and was guarding me like a lioness in my period of exile❤️-
And once a broken soul said:
“उन्होंने केवल अब तक मेरा मौन देखा है,
मेरा शोर देखना अभी बाक़ी है।
अब तक तो केवल युद्ध की शंखनाद थी,
सुदर्शन का प्रलय लाना अभी बाक़ी है॥”-
Abhimanyu asked Arjuna: Why didn’t you held your Gandiv earlier? You could have made the land red by now!
Arjuna replied: It was necessary, I was waiting for the right time!
Abhimanyu: What time?
Arjuna: Time by when Narayana, Mahadev and Shakti all unite and stood at our end to fight it on our behalf!
Abhimanyu: Did they come?
Arjuna: Yes, that’s how I again lifted my bow! I’m not sure if I’ll succeed in this battle, but my arrows will swing on the beats of Tandava!-