I'm upset that
You're not upset with me
For me being upset with you!!-
To those who urges me to get married:..
What can a man give - more than what I have now??
Affection - more than my parents??
Love - more than my siblings??
Support - more than my friend??
Secured feel - more than money??
Shoulder to take my tears - more than my pillow??
Put a smile on my face every day - more than Yuvan songs??
Keep me motivated - more than GA's everyday quote??
Be my travel partner - more than Google maps ??
Harmones - more than my cup of coffee??
I don't think so ๐-
People say, You are lucky!
What you have in your hand is
A dream to many out there ...
You are lucky!
But
What about my dreams?-
I look up to you when I'm in trouble ...
I call you when I'm happy ...
I search for you to share my stupid thoughts ...
You are my first choice every time...
BUT !!!
I always feel,
Am I your best friend?
Am I on your options for that matter?
Am I not worthy enough to share your thoughts with?
What should I do to gain your trust?
You won my trust by being yourself!
Maybe I am not the way you expected!!
I know you will not react to this
Like you didn't for any of my other questions
You are my Best friend till now and will be forever
And
I will always TRY to be yours at the most I can-
I really love to have you
It's just not the right time
Or
Waiting for a better offer on your price
Coz I can't afford you now-
Is it truly a victory
When your best friend
doesn't acknowledge it-
Bad memory
Try to forget it they say...
It is not easy as they say
Better replace them...
This is easy-