Muzhe laga tum abhi thoda kam pyaar karte ho
Par itna toh pata nahi tha ki baddua doge
Manga sirf tumhara samai aur unblock
Uss par bhi itni zyada naFrat dikhaoge
Pata nahi thi
Duayein mein ne di thi, tumne kahan tha biggest supporter hu tera humesha abhi yaise ban gaye tum???
Kyon akhir kyon
Baddua doge ye mein ne kabhi socha bhi naa tha
Mei kuch nahi kahungi joh meri galti hai hi nahi usmei mera kya bigad ne ke soch rakh sakte ho???
Kabhi socha naa tha yaise sochoge tum mere liye

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I called him up once again
Knowing i was blocked still
To my surprise the caller tune said
Not able to answer (uttar det nahi)
I tried again and it said this time phone band ahe..
Even though i knew he didnt recieve my any calls ....
It made me smile since he no longer blocked
After a month, i could no longer hear line is busy ( vyast hai )....

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My heart ached for so long
Tears ran down my face
Not able to Communicate with u
Words spoken to me coming to me like wispers
UR smile when u would see me
The things u would tell me , the way u would hear my heart beats,
The way u would love me with ur words and touch
All in words yet feel u without ur presence
Missed u day and night
Dont know when ull come and talk to me like before
Come soon as iam longing for u
Have u forgotten me
Or ur love has reduced due to my mistake? For pushing u away which was foolish On my part
Hope i didnt break ur heart
Now u dont reply to me as u did
Tears run down my face again....

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Begin my day with a smile on my lips
To feel as though some new excitement IS to take place...
With nature view outside the balcony
Greens , waves of sea and a good cup of dalgona coffee...
Besides me my love of my life to hug and love me...
Have the peace of doing anything with no stress of wastage of money
Have enough money and time to do many activities....
To dance , to enjoy , to pLay , to feel the best ...
And make our favourite dishes to our liking....
To write , to read , to learn, to engage in knowing new ideas n things of science and many more
To be in health of pink to achieve anything with such peaceful place and peace within...

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I am me! a flower to blossom in her own time , in her own beautiful way
and not be anyone else or would seek to be someone else or live someone else's life....

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Tumhare dil mei mere liya jaghan ban gayi toh Iss tarah muzse durr ho jane kikya zarurat pad gayi
Kehte ho thoda vaqt do thik ho jane ki
MEin ne kya bigada agar dabaya apne jazbaato ko tumhine toh kaha tha
Logon ne pucha, mei kyon royi jab tum kisi aurr ko chune... kyonki nahi ho sakti Kahani humari tum khud ye baat kahe
Gurur Ko chot pohuchayi kya mei ne? Pyaar nahi hai tumse ye keh kar..
kyon aab jazbaato ko kehne ko keh rahe?
Jabki khud kisi aurr ko chahne ki koshish mei lage
TAaki humko bhula paye..
Iss vajah se tum humari dosti ko ant karne kaa bhi kaise soch liya..Hume pohuchayi chot tumne ,hum bhi roye samaj naa paya ye dil mei kya hai asliyat mei sirf dosti yaa kuch aurr...

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Cutting down ur own growth n progress

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U would kiss me by sunrays
warm me up like a soft bedsheet
would make me breathe into fresh day
U would be my sunshine and make me seek for something new every budding day

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Mask badalte rehna
Chahe tum has rahe ho yaa ro rahe
Vahi reuse mat karna
wash it rozz
Mask it up!!

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Kyon aur kaise jiye, haqikat ko samjhane wala mil jaye par sach ko nigalna kaise samjhaye toh sahi ....
Dard sa mehsus hota hai sachayi ko samajna
abh zyada dard nahi lagta kyonki aadat aurr baar baar haqikat samne aake chuke samjha gaya....

Koyi nahi samjhata .....
Pyaar chahne walon se naa mile to kaise jiye
Khoye huye logon ko bhuladena samjha nahi paata...
Vaqt hi hai jo hal hai, kehte hai sabhi badein
Aur sach jo bhi hai jeena aana zaruri hai...shayad jo bhi ho

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