I write not because I want the world to know what I am.... I write because I want my ownself to know who I am.....

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My thoughts just settle down,
Not anymore pokes me again and again.
Valuing the life of present!
Loving every moment I breathe.
Yeh, I am happy when nothing is there to cry, there is just solace!
❤️❤️

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Why no one can understand my word!
Is my word such confusing, why no one can can understand what I want to say!
Why whenever I whispered anything, I am called pseudo feminist.
If something is wrong, and I whisper what it should ought to be, you tagged me as pseudo feminist always.
Have you ever read dictionary before pointing me out.
No, but still, my notions are pseudo feminine and your notions are menine!!
Wrong thing always be wrong, it's okay if you want to put hands on your ear, it's okay!!
Never care!!

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Journal 2, Corona Is Not A Case...

Few days back, I was reading a journal of Tishani Doshi, she had ended her journal on the question, that Million years can change anything, but what a day makes change!!
Obviously a day do not make change, but the beginning of this pandemic is started at one day only in the past, that's ironical.
This epidemic not only harm us but it is alerting us that if we don't change our ways, then such things happened frequently so that our nature could justice to those who were the victim of our human cruelty in past.
I just want to laugh at me and laugh at us, that how selfish and cruel we are, that till now we can't understand, Corona is not a case, corona is not a mistake but Corona is our punishment for our sins.

( Read in caption...)

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Corona Diaries...
Journal 1

Doctors, our life saviour...

Let's show some gratitude to them...

( Read more in caption.... And give your gratitude towards Doctors in this not so worst case, corona case!!)

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CORONA DIARIES, FIGHT OF 21 DAYS...

So, here begins... Corona diary...

As we all know our country is locked down for 21 days. We are fighting, fighting from an acellular non living organism, commonly called virus.
Isn't it ironically, we are fighting with something lifeless!
So, here my corona diary start in which I journalise accurately 21 journals telling how it feels during lock down, how it feels!!

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Something is changing!
Moving, moving like a wheel is definitely is life!
Paths are changing!
Those paths, on which we are standing today, then don't exist after sometime!
We can never cross that journey again!
We can look at it again, but we can't step our feet back on that road!
We aren't supposed to go back, journey it is, right!
Looking forward is what we are supposed to do!
Bouncing back is not any option!
Is it?!!
And still there is satisfaction, that we moved forward for good, not for bad!
Everything is for good!

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an acid, which produces in our stomach.

Despite its burning effect, it changed the vital requirement of life into simple forms, and nourishes our body.
Same, truth is burning but it is staple for us to give our life a real existence.

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Perplexion is paining my head,
Don't know why!!
I am still upset when I am moving forward in my life.
That's what I always want, I wanted to break the cages and fly over the hill.
But now when I look at me, why can't I go back in time and cage myself again.
This cage has a whole unexplained story, story of my 15 years.
The thought of leaving the place in which my one phase of my life completed shuddered my soul.
Everything will be over, that's the line I said years back and now again everything will be over, is the line which I say.
The difference is that of emotion. The first one was with agitation and the latter one of regret and fear.
I never cared of what I had, and now when it is slipping from my hand, I am realising that it was never the cage, it is a place of dreams.
Now I am no longer a caged person. I should have to take my decision, that moment was good that we could erase and cut our mistake but now in future there is no scope of any mistake.
at least in that cage, we can dream, but now the time of the dream fulfilment came where I feel myself a worthless piece.
I am forwarding for good, but these memories become nostalgic for me for forever.
I miss my school!!

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Billionaire love: Epilogue

" Ma'am you can tell me, what is bothering you because sometimes sharing can give you a solution." She said reading my worries, if it was too much revealing. God!
After lot of hesitation I told her, I loved a person and he left me, for his deep sleep. Then a person entered into my life giving the direction to my life, but I felt sinful and disloyal to my first love.
She was plane, she said, " Ma'am may be I can't understand what are you going through, moreover I never get into any relation but I can say you should let it be on the flow of life and time."
" Also, life never give you happiness, you should seek happiness, you should do what gave you peace, and Your first lover never wanted you to contemplate your whole life over him, if he was true for you. "
That girl gave me a right advice, all my thoughts were revolving around my whole days activity. How I rejected every casual thing which I liked.
I realised I was not doing good with Alessandro. He loved me, it was unfair to him. I loved him. Yes I loved him, it was not any infatuation.

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