Asking why,
The state of mind hiding beneath the lies,
The sacrifices, their worth faded in time.
No matter what eyes see,
The reality is blind to me.
Tainted in deceit, the fakeness unforgiving,
Underneath a filter, miseries relieving
Eventually, people who never frown,
Will surely breakdown.
Reverse psychology is failing,
Miserable, there is no you, for me to see,
Only the mistakes staring back at me.
No matter what eyes see,
The reality is blind to me.
It's cold the memories I feel,
I lie to myself that the past isn't real.
When I close my eyes, the face I see.
Left awake haunted, you are blind to me.
The last smile, for the sake of being with you,
The last tears, to feel stabbed till death, is the only truth.
I stayed, till I was pushed away,
Now it pains, even the memories have faded.
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie,
No matter what Love is,
You will forever be blind to me.
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