"Access Denied"
You used to give all this attention and now it is not consistent;
Lately you've been like an international call so distant,
But what did I really expect thinking this was a new change;
Went from feeling like I can't be stopped to now feeling deranged,
That's my fault thinking that I was gonna get saved from my tower,
My Prince was just a frog he ain't give me the time nor the hour,
So I'm just going to pretend like my feelings not hurt,
That you didn't go from making like a queen to feeling like dirt,
All I wanted to be was somebody's happily ever after is that too much to ask,
I guess so because you couldn't even handle that task,
Next time don't come to my tower asking me to let down my hair,
Your facade was real nice but just let it be known you do not care.
- Poetically Chelle ©-
Fragile
You got the package and realized it needed love and care,
That you would always have to be attentive and be there,
To make sure it don't get no dents or bruises,
It's a uphill battle from here don't know who win or loses,
This package you failed to read the instructions when you took the assignment,
Now you feel like you're caged up and stuck in confinement,
Did you not read the warning labels marked on the sides or were you not aware,
If you look real closely in big bold letters it says "Becareful! Fragile, Handle with care".
- Poetically Chelle
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Supermom
The days seem long and the nights seem longer,
But these trials and tribulations only made you stronger,
I know some days you felt like throwing in the towel,
Girl yes I know what he did was foul,
But you pushed through and made this mommy thing happen,
When your baby needed some motivation it was you was there standing there proud and clapping,
You are a true definition of a superhero,
Yeah I know that his dad isn't there he ain't nothing but a zero,
That "S" on your chest stands for so much more,
I know sometimes at times life can feel tedious like a chore,
You're a boy mom you was made for this,
His hugs and kisses that's how you get paid for this,
Keep shining and grinding I believe in you,
Your personality has always been so genuine and true,
You gotta stay strong for baby boy keeping him protected in your palm,
There's a name for what you are it's a "Supermom",
I know it may feel unbearable and at time you feel like you want to escape,
Always remember not every superhero wears a cape.
-Poetically Chelle-
"Loudest Silence"
At times I feel like I'm drowning,
I got to keep smiling from frowning,
It's a struggle within a struggle at times,
Anxiety driving me crazy to the point I be wanting to pull out my hair sometimes,
I flail as I try to stay afloat,
There's no one there with a life preserver or boat,
I scream and cry for help for someone anyone to save me from myself,
I'm my own biggest critic at times and at time I forget my wealth,
I'm the loudest cheerleader for others but I doubt my own worth,
I can make you feel like you're on Mt. Everest while I feel like the smallest person on earth,
Am I not worth saving?
I feel the loneliness even when I'm in my safe haven,
I be literally screaming for help as the waves drag me down,
I just need you to save me I'm so scared to drown,
The sea of depression is literally trying to swallow me all around me I sense violence it's raging and absurd,
It's a quiet storm now but it's the loudest silence I've ever heard.
- Poetically Chelle-
"Demon Time"
Breathe taking,
Body shaking,
My heart skips a beat you feel the temperature rise,
Never met no one like you I finally met my dominance's demise,
The intensity is high in the room,
You swept me off my feet you didn't even need a broom,
Gentleman in the day but tonight he on demon time,
I'm a keeper of my dominance but tonight I'm let him snatch it,
He not a quarterback but every time I throw this ass he catch it,
Back shots are ridiculous,
But the way he cares for my body is meticulous,
He's my king so I treat him like royalty,
He's the Clyde to my Bonnie I never have to question his loyalty,
His kinky side keeps it spicy between the sheets,
Our sex sounds like music whenever the headboard and wall meets,
I'm the star of his show so all eyes on me,
If loving you was a crime then I'll take that guilty plea,
Ass up face down we call it pillow talk,
He definitely talks that talk and walks that walk,
I'll be there whenever he needs me at a drop of dime,
He's a straight soul snatcher when he on that demon time.
- Poetically Chelle ©️
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Mr. Right Now
6'2 light brown eyes with a mocha complexion,
You came in and loved me through each imperfection,
Your catchphrase is "wassup" so come here so I can let you know,
Yes I feel you when you tell me that this little thing we have will grow,
If I could give you the world I would because you mean that much to me,
When I'm with you I feel secure and free,
Free from all the world's sins you're my sanity that I crave,
You're outgoing, witty and brave,
I can't go a day without your presence in my life,
Maybe one day we'll stand at the altar and you'll make me your wife,
My love for you has never changed it's always been the same,
The only I want to change between us is my last name,
Come listen closely I gotta story to tell about a guy and a girl that met,
Stay tuned for more because this love story haven't begun yet,
I never really believed in true love but you can show me how,
They call you Kareem, but I call you my Mr. Right Now.
Poetically Chelle ©️-
Fresh's Love Story
It's nothing but good vibes with you I swear it's the best,
I want to spend my life with you and yes I'm talking about the rest,
I'm open minded to love you flaws and all,
Because when I'm in distress you're always there to catch me when I fall,
You mean the world to me and I'll shout it from the rooftop,
Keep loving with your might I never want you to stop,
I must admit you've grown on me you're definitely one of kind,
Cute smile and that dimple that shows hard when you blush yeah that's all mine,
You fell in love with my mental and my heart not just my flesh,
I'll travel to the ends of the earth just to protect your heart, Fresh,
You're strong, charming and a go getter,
I fell hard for you and that's why I wrote this you this love letter.
Poetically Chelle ©️-
"A Silent Tear"
If I could take my tears and build a staircase to heaven I would come visit you,
You broke many hearts when you left that day you just don't have a clue,
But I'll cherish every memory and conversation that we had,
I'll focus on all of the good instead of the bad,
I'll have them remember your name from coast to coast,
The "A" will never be same without you this town will forever be ghost,
You was the life of the party brightening every room you walked in,
I'll miss your laughter, your wit even down to your grin,
I'll take you with me wherever I go whether near or far,
I'll dry my silent tear because I know there's no pain where you are.
- Poetically Chelle ©️
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The Last Time I Said "I Love You"
The last time I said I love you you just stared,
After the long silence you responded you was scared,
Scared to see where this journey may take us,
Would it lift us up on a mountain top or would it simply break us?
The last time I said I love you you said you loved me flaws and all,
That you always be there to catch me when I fall,
But I ended up falling so deep into a black abyss,
It went from feeling like love at first sight and enjoying our first kiss,
To screaming "I hate you" throwing my hands up and walking away,
It broke me down because I didn't yearn to stay,
So the last time I said I love you I wish I would of loved me more,
I probably would've been prepared for the pain now that I'm feeling to my core,
I wish you the best in all that you do,
These are my faded memories for the last time I said I love you.
- Poetically Chelle
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For You
For you I'd rearrange the alphabet so that "u" and "i" can be together,
They thought we'd be over by now oh no never,
See I'd withstand volcanoes and earthquakes,
For you I'd do this scene over and over with you no matter how long it takes,
For you I'd make all my wrongs right again,
Just be with you in the end,
See you're the DeWayne to my Whitley it's us against the world you see,
When my back felt against the wall you helped me stand indefinitely,
They just don't understand even through the ups and downs our love will always stay true,
I've waited my whole life just to spend eternity with you,
I loved you from the very beginning and even more after we said "I do",
They ask me who I do for I simply tell them I do it for you.
- Poetically Chelle-