Please give me time
Give me time to digest all of this
As it spreads on my body like lotion
As it takes over head in everyway
As it unintentionally melts into my everyday
Please just give me time
To take the pain away

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Time is running
I stepped that way to catch it
But with every step
Is another six steps
Time does not waiver
It is not still
Oh time
How long has it been since that one year
on that one day?

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Be cautious 
You have been stepping on her petals
Be aware
That the love she has is abundant
But that she is even more independent
Think where you will step
Because she has poured only love
For love is scarce in this world
Not everyone will use it properly
Not everyone will spot it when they see it
But she's a dancing joy 
She will keep pouring her love
As she walks along
As of now she planted herself on your lawn
No rain could be strong enough to move
But love can only grow where love has grown
Be cautious
 


 

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But I was confused
But I saw you in my dreams
I saw you walk through
I saw you talking to me
I saw you next to me
But I was confused
You were in my dreams
You were right next to me
You knew what I was saying
Though no words exited my mouth
You said "I know I missed you too"
I looked at you..
Then smiled
You knew why I was confused

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Lights illuminate from your body
Happiness spills from your laugh
You give so effortlessly
You love so big it eases all tensions
Your patience so gold
You..
You beautiful soul

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The confidential truth..
Is that it has always been you
But my words always rhyme
So you wouldnt know it
Three metaphors
Then three words that describe
Not going to lie
You were all the above
The stars to my sky
The rainbow in the clouds
But sshhh ..
Its the confidential truth
And I would only tell you

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It was that sweet worried looking older lady
It was the swoosh of the air purifying machine
It was the coffee tainted taste on my tounge to keep me going through the day
It was that cold deserate hand that held mines
It was that clean santinzed smell stuck in the air
It was all so real those senses in the hospital of 2020

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Struck strings in my heart
I was a floating ballon
Up in the air
Smiling ten times up the stairs
Warmth like a blanket
Tender touch like a feather
Laugh like sounds of nautre
Your mesmerizing shawdow
Your hair so messingly perfect
Your talents like flying kites
Your food like a tasty chocolate stream
Your amazing amazing human self

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My tears fall with goodbye
The devils ears comply
What a hush hush goodbye
Even ten sword eyes couldnt lie
My fairytale pie
A swift untie
Unnecessary disguise
My tears fall with goodbyes

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Keeps my eyes wide open
To rewind
To ask
To think
Therefore
I love the sounds at night

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