When you are too good and used to being a helper, you need courage to be disliked by some

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Waqt ne beghar kar diya tha humhe warna hum jo aaj hain woh kabhi naa hota.

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It is never too late to experience love for the second time.
And so it is never too late to start a new beginning.

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Where Soul Breathes.....

I came here twenty two years ago,
You bring me here blessed with all the presents I have,
Your care and companion let me live here with a grateful life,
Day turns to night and month turns to years, still i am surviving;
Inspite of having all those obstacles i faced.
It's all because i have the most wonderful gift from God as you, mom-dad;
The passing of time now bring me more courages to fulfill all your dreams,
The kind of heart i got, fill with humanity is from you.
For heavy are the mountains for deep are the seas,
You gave me the air to come out from any phases.
You always guide me to stay as strong as an OX and as happy as a LARK.
When i was in trouble not knowing where to go and what to do,
You were the only one accepting me with all that guts,
You have been protecting me all these years asking me to hold on my memories;
And turning them into promises to light the dream path.
Now i can finally chase my dreams and live each day a joyful life.
Dear Mom and Dad! Please forgive me for all those lies and rude behaviour,
My heart now knows what true love is and Where my Soul Breathes.

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When you upset me....

Eager to tell how I feel when you upset me,
I pick up a pen and a paper,
To note it down, the pain enduring inside:
I draw your face, i write your name,
And scratch over it hundred times.
Those blood of tears flowing down my cheeks, i copy it;
Written my concealed feelings through words,
Which will never come easy for you to understand.
And now those cries within my heart are lost forever,
I am going to try this for my ego and anger too,
Wishing if i could pen down the same for all my lies,
So if i crumbled them and my past sins banish.
Hands still shaking as I continue to write while i am crying.
Only if i could proof for enough, my kindness;
Will you trust how I feel when you upset me?

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I am so scared...

Scared for someone else
To realise how amazing you are.

Scared for someone else
To kiss your sweet lips.

Scared for someone else
To take my place on your bed.

Scared for someone else
To have your heart.

Scared for someone else
That finds you better.

Today every now and then
I am scared to lose you...

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It is who you can be...

I don't know why i am doing this,
I cannot sleep, I cannot eat.
I think of you all the time,
Only when we parted I have learnt that it is impossible,
I wish I could hold you tight,
But it can't be true,
The time is gone now for forever.
You told me I am the one to you,
When you don't even know how powerful are those words.
I would pray to 'God' that you survive for long years,
So that I can always remind you what had you done to me.
Love is not a foodie thing that
you have it when you want and ignore when you don't.
All I knew was fake,
The truth lies beneath the last word when we parted;
And it is who you can be.

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Tum yaad nahi karte humhe,
Aur hum Bhula nahi sakte tumhe;

Tum pyar nahi karte humse,
Aur hum Marte hain tumpe;

Tum likhte ho shairies apne diary mein,
Aur hum apna Jeewan katha likhte usme;

Tum apne dimaag mein jagah banate ho gopiyon ki,
Aur hum dil mein jagah banate hain apni Shiv ki;

Tumne luta diya apna samay gopiyon ke liye,
Aur humne luta diya apna jism tumhare liye;

Tumne ki masti apne gopiyon ke saath,
Aur humne gawa diya apna sammaaan;

Humne kiya intezaar tumhara,
Par pyas bhujane lage tum un gopiyon ke;

Adhura hum yaha hain tumhare bina,
Aur adhura tum waha ho sex ke bina...

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I always feel INCOMPLETE knowing that I am gonna LOSE YOU ONE DAY......

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Every night i try to find reasons not to die when i go to sleep,
And the reason is him;
As he found me a reason to live

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