Inspite of giving her all..
She wasn’t enough..

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She was left hopeless by him..
While she was hopelessly in love with him..

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For all the grand promises he had made to her..
He left her stranded..
Saying he can’t hurt his family..
For her..

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Altschmerz is all she felt..
As she watched him..
Explain away his actions..
Over and over again..

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Hiraeth is all she felt..
Even in the arms of the man..
She claimed to love..

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Surrounded by people..
She would still monachopsis..

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And now..
I know..
He’ll never put us first..

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I wither away..
As the hopes of finding someone I am not discardable to slowly dwindle away..

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And just like that..
Every feeling she’s ever felt..
Was deemed invalid..

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In the death of night..
As she cried, while he slept beside her..
Did she realise.. that..
To him..
She was absolutely worthless..

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