Kha kho gye tum
Kha khogyi tumhari
Wo muskurate,
Wo tumhari nadaniyaan,
Wo tumhari shaitaniya,
Wo tumhari baatein,
Wo tumhara apnaapan,
Wo tumhara mujhe sambhalna,
Kyu chale gye tum itni dur
Ki shayad ab meri awaz bhi
tumhe sunna kubul nhi.
Jaane Kis duniya me sama gye ho
Ki apni saari pareshaaniyon
ke bhoj tale tum hasna bhi bhul gye ho
or apno ko bhi.
Dard tumhara koi nhi samjh sakta
Par tum bayan karna bhi bhul gye ho
Kya itna paraya samjhte ho,
Ha kubul hai ki tumhe waqt na de payi
Par iski itni badi saza de chuke ho
Ki apna to dur tum mujhe
paryaon ki tarah khafa ho .
Bhout zada yaad aati hai tumhari
Par bayan karne se darti hun
Aajkal mai tumse kuch bhi kehne se darti hun.
Isliye darti hun q ki shayad kahi tumhe
kho na dun istrah ki kabhi waps nhi paa sakun,
Suno sach me tumse bhout prem karti hun ,
Kash us raat me waps jaa pati
jha se ye sil-sila shuru hua ,
Kash us sil-sile ko rok pati ,
Patah nhi kha kho gye tum .
Patah nhi kha kho gye tum .

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Waqt bhi kya cheez hai jab zarurat nhi to khtam hi nhi hota or aaj jab waqt chahiye to aise nikal jata hai jaise hmse khafa ho

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Feels like empty inside even though I am filled with so much that is yet to be told

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Dear love

I don't wanna fight with you I want to fight for you
I don't wanna complain
I don't wanna hurt
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to make you weak
I never want to disappoint you
I never wanna give you sympathy
I always want you to be strong
I want you to be loved
I want you to be what you are but in a positive version
I want you to be best
But trust me if you even fail I will not stop loving you.
If in any situation we get apart I won't stop loving you
If by any chance you hurt me I won't stop loving you
I really don't want to stop loving
But sometimes I feel that I am the one being left alone
even after all the efforts and in the row of doing good to you
may be i am turning a bad person for you.

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Pira to bhout hai mann ke
andar koi mann se to puche
mere shayd siskiyon k alwa
kuch or sunai hi na de

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Dard bhout hai par dikhati nahi
Fikar bhout hai par jatati nahi
Pareshan bhout hun par batati nahi
Darr hai kahi haar na jaun par haar mani nhi
Bs tum ho MAA jiska chera aamne ata hai to himaat mil jaati hai

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Jab sabko zarurat pari mai hamesha unke saath khari rahi
Aaj jab meri baari aayi to aaj bhi khari hun par akeli

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Logon ko apne kaam se matlab hai ye to samjh agya par kabhi socha nahi tha ki jisse ummed thi wo bhi rang badalenge

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It's not selfishness
It's selflessness and love
That i put in my efforts
Only because I care for those whom I consider a part of my journey
But selfishness, non-caring nature and fake care and support is what I receive in return.

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I feel I am strong,
I make my self look strong
I don't want anyone to know,
that I am not strong
But at times I really need you
I want to share what is inside me
I want to speak and see you understanding
Today is the day
When I need you very badly
When I need your comfort
To calm down my panics
I find only darkness and silence
Everytime I need someone
I guess that is what is now
making me more comfortable
It is more comfortable than
listening to others judgements

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