😂😂😂 MATHS EXAM

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If i don't miss you
Then why can't I live a day without talking to you :(

If i don't miss you
Then why do I always feel the need to meet you and spend time with you properly atleast once :(

If I don't miss you
Then why does every sudden texts of your brings a smile on my face :(

If its not love
then why did I feel the need to write this quote ?

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His Eyes opened suddenly , heart started beating fast
He woke up with a disturbance in his head

Reached out for his phone hurriedly
And messaged the girl he loved more than anything in this world

"Hey babe are you there ?!?!? Tell me "

The girl who was waiting for his message since morning as he used to wake up late, he still does , smiled and messaged back , " yes gooood morninggg, what's wrong "

" I dreamt that someone stole you away from me , I was so worried :( "

The girl with a tinge of laughter replied back

" No one can ever steal me away from you don't worry :) "
" Sure ? "
" Yes❤️"

The boy never forgot that statement

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Diary update :) -

So now I think I have completely lost the friendship I used to have with her.
I don't know it's kinda heartbreaking but weird. Obviously she found someone new and looking at her behaviour in front of him I realized, she never bonded with me like that in the latter half of our love or friendship like in the early days when we didn't have anyone else we used to have so fun together...I remember she once wrote a poem for me...now all I am left with is her poem and not her :) I still read that everyday.Idk she doesn't look interested in me like before - looking at her replies , no convo,no meetup , change of DPs, username , removal of photos with memories , no interest in Instagram story fun..it's obvious she doesn't want me. It's like I am forcing my friendship on her whereas she is not interested.
I don't want to be her headache, I don't want to force my friendship.I am happy if she is happy without me :)
I am still trying in friendship but she doesn't care..it's fine :)
Guys u know, losing somebody is tougher than the feeling we get when we message someone for the first time without knowing them :)
A journey with 2 separate endings

Ugh I reached my word limit

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Diary update :) -

Wish I could hold her hands forever
But maybe it's for someone else
Ugh I miss her so much 🙂

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Diary update :) -

...And she realized I won't understand that


But I did and it hurts like hell
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Feeling too low today

She didn't even text me back
Got seenzoned for the first time by her :)

I have fever
And it's making my situation worse

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I sacrificed so much for her :)
But she never considered it :)
Because she never understood me :)
An external force came into our life and made our bond unstable

I still like her so much
But things got manipulated In such a way ...that she thinks me to be the bad person and not that external force

I don't know how I will live alone like this without her...I need her :)

Life is becoming too tough for me
No matter how strong the base of your building is , an earthquake of huge magnitude will easily break it 🙂

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I think I messed up....I hate myself so much now....the girl who cared for me the most ...I made her sad... now I feel sad because of that...she doesn't deserve this.......
I think I lost her...idk why.. I feel I did...we both were wrong at times ...but I think I did a little more than I should have done........I messed up

She is such a sweet soul....i always told her..she is like an angel to me...and I made her sad and angry today..she was not less than my best friend :)

I don't wanna lose her..... :)
I feel hollow ....broken...she already had a very bad past ...and I remember ..I promised her..I will make her feel like queen
I think I failed :)

I just hope this doesn't turn out to be my last post 🙂

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I feel broken
It's 3:22 am in the morning
I had a very sad heart break....I can't .....I don't know what to even to say...I feel hollow
I feel barren...I feel..lonely.....I am crying for the past 2 Hours...I cant withstand the pressure my mind is giving in losing her....I don't know what To do...I feel i am in the middle of nowhere ...I can't believe she is gone...I have no one ...I literally have no one.....I loved her more than anything....more than anything....i mean it ...she is gone..what will I do....what should I even do ....I don't even know what's i am writing...I just want to write something...I hope she returns...I really do ...i love her a lot...and I can't just leave her...I am in the worst state of my life...I don't know how I will overcome this ...I am crying...I and shaking...I don't know ...I can't withstand the pressure...pls come back
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