Waste of life

I was young, I was doing fine,
Studying hard, my goals in line,
Now I sit and ponder, feeling it's time,
Life's banquet is served, and I've reached the sign.

I had dreams, a distant place to be,
To gain great fame, you see,
But destiny had a different decree,
And I surrendered to the vast sea.

Here I went, there I went,
To different places, I was sent,
Still uncertain of the event,
What's next, I can't prevent.

Shared moments with friends, laughter so sweet,
Passing hours in a joyful beat,
Years passed by in a swift retreat,
My mind now feels the heat.

Distracted from the main aim,
Didn't realize the pursuit of fame,
Now I see, it's not the same,
All those years, what a shame.

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BELLA

Once, I used to weep a lot in the past,
Bore your pain within my heart, so vast. 
A feeling beyond any other aspect,
And I still believe the relationship has a chance to clasp.

You might view me as a naive fool,
who never displayed the courage to show you my inner pool.
I know you left me after all the adoration,
now you judge my caste, so cruel.

Once you said,
"Let them gossip and chatter, it won't cause us hurt."
Now that I've ruined my joys beyond measure,
You claim it's just all life's parts!

Love is a feeling so forlorn,
Ending my life before it's ever born.
I believe that someday you'll yearn, my Bella,
And I won't be walking down that path, so torn.

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Silence

Talking to you after a week felt like a lifetime lost,
An eternity of silence, a heavy, endless cost.
Did you not come by even once, my heart adrift?
Each day's absence left my spirit in a rift.

I wonder what I am to you, is it a mystery?
Give me a reason, make your plea, let me see.
Did I come across as creepy, a nuisance that's true?
Have I been a bother, tell me, have I troubled you?

Let's mend the disconnect, bridge this divide,
Our friendship's worth it, don't let it subside.
For in the end, the bond we share is unique,
Let's heal the wounds, together we can speak.

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Your presence

You revealed yourself to me, a fresh hour's glow,
In the city of unknown dreams we go.

The desire to see you, oh, it returns,
In my heart, this longing forever yearns.

Without you, I'm an empty, vacant space,
In the heart's wounds, tears I trace.

Love's agony, it pierces my core,
An unfamiliar lesson I never knew before.

May the desire to be with you never cease,
In this newness, emotions increase.

Your affection, passion, love's embrace,
Still in my heart, they leave a trace.

In the laughter that fills my heart so sweet,
I search only to find myself in retreat.

I've been seeking, and I finally see,
Today I've lost, it's clear to me.

You've returned to my side, I find,
With you today, I'm victorious, so kind!

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My desire

Am I not, to you, an elder,
Calling you just by name?
Once I speak with a hint of anger,
Hold on to your claim!

In the city of your grand demeanor,
Addicted to solitude's embrace,
Even in my dreams, I wander near,
To find your friendly space.

My midday and evening affairs,
Keep me on my toes and in stride,
While you, it seems, comfortably share,
Neighbor's tales, they confide.

But if there's a hint of discontent,
Reflecting in your lofty gaze,
A thousand emotions, unspoken intent,
In whose favor does your heart sway?

Do I not understand your moods,
When you suddenly change your way?
Before, you'd willingly share your clues,
Reveal your myriad desires at bay.

Now we dwell in different lands afar,
The distance between us quite vast.
To be by your side, I must reach for a star,
In the dreams of slumber, I'm cast.

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My love 

In your love, I found my place;
Even my dreams came true with grace!

You can ask for anything you desire;
Just promise not to go far from this fire!

I left behind those old habits and ways;
Things you couldn't stand in those days.

Pause, embrace me with love anew;
Now, without you, there's no path to pursue!

I can turn all challenges into ease,
No one's ever said that, it's a tease.

You can ask for anything you require;
Just promise not to go far from this fire!

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My loneliness

When I'm busy with my workday grind,
You're all alone at home, I find.

I hope for some leisure when I'm away,
But you, too, wear a somber display.

At the end of the day, I return from the mart,
Yet my cooking is a work of culinary art.

Your day passes divine, in splendid grace,
Even colleagues don't dare to take your place.

In the four walls of your cherished abode,
How many evenings with friends have you stowed?

In my modest dwelling, the rice turns cold,
Countless pots and pans, the story's been told.

You walk in the treadmill, your fitness intact,
While diets and salads are what I've lacked.

I relish my rice and potatoes so nice,
But you're all about diets and low-calorie advice.

You stay in a house of happiness and dreams,
While I'm lost in reality, it seems.

But even though you have all you desire,
I'm the one who sets your heart on fire!

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Fragile Love

You're a dressed-up night, this expansive sky's grace,
You're the fragrance, in the free winds you embrace.

You're my vivid rainbow, a colorful delight,
So you paint yourself in the sky, taking flight!

You dwell in the abode of the clouds, my dear,
Why have you soaked the soil of my heart, I fear?

You're a dream's adornment, amidst my imagination's song,
Why have you shown me an unattainable throng?

You sit as a goddess on your rightful throne,
Countless salutations to the ground you own!

After marriage, I understand all too well,
The price of that experienced life, a unique spell.

You're insomnia, you're wilderness, you're my despair,
At your feet, my fragile love I share.

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My Dreamgirl

You appeared in my heart, a new dawn's call,
In the city of dreams, where I stand tall.

The stars will return, oh my dear,
In my heart, this desire is clear.

Without you, I'm but an empty frame,
With teardrops in the heart's name.

Love's pain can teach me, it's true,
A lesson unknown, a price to accrue.

Sometimes there won't be the longing or despair,
With the new emotions are laid bare.

Your affection, emotions, and love so grand,
Still within me, they silently stand.

With a smile on my lips, I yearn to chase,
But I'm left searching, in a lonely space.

I've been searching, and now I know,
You're back with me, as I reap what I sow!

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