As long as I live, she will have someone to blame

Even after she goes away with her new mate!!

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Let's get lonely once again,
Let's stop living another day,
Let's start think bad things,
Let's bring back bad memories;

On the road full of fear,
I will drive the fastest,
On the way to forget tears,
I will make my memories!

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Darkness around me, nowhere to proceed,
Lost in the woods, skin is growing weed,
The mind has its limits, being told that for long,
How to keep peace, is not what we are taught;

Many different aspects, is what I have seen,
Bathed in the sun, walked over snow,
But even those blisters, hurt no more,
Will I find peace, no one knows;

Freedom is what I seek, from the shakles of mind,
Emotions is what I sow, in the dreary hailstorm,
Useless right, I know I am not wrong,
Will I ever rest, maybe in my casket!!

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It's still the feeling of loneliness the feeling of depriveness that I felt,
It's still the feeling of emptiness revolving around,
Still the feelings that coped up and crushed every night,
I still miss those days when sleeping meant peace,
Now it's just a way to pass the remaining part of the day.

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Hey babe, please tell me, where is our broken love headed?

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Three years passed, the girl whom I was supposed to love and supposed to care more than anything in this world, I started hating her.

Her every word, her every deed, every talk and every movement, I started hating everything. This was the most painful part of all.

Now we have become strangers and are not talking the same. Everything has become past yet the pain remains.

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We will all end up in the same place eventually:
As long as we are alive, everyone who is present will become the past someday!

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To jb kisi apne ne kaha tha ki hunar nhi h tumme,
To ab gairo se kehelwa dia ki honahaar ho tum,
Itni gairzimmedari se dil toda mera,
Ki aj meri kamiyabi k zimmedar ho tum!

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The grasslands seem vast,
Mother calling from afar,
But I took my sword and started to walk,

She smiled on my behalf,
Telling me to run afar,
She knew my leaving was the only choice,
To rejoice with the lands of brass

In the meadows I ran,
Catching winds alone,
Until I saw the sea in front,
Confronting me to go back the road

Sorry mother now I can't stop,
As I have come too far,
Your unfilial child can only drown,
In the sea that drowns the sun on horizon

This son still hears your gentle voice,
That me isn't the one at fault,
The world whispered and pushed me down,
Your child it seems is going far away,
Your child it seems has lost its way.

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The waves in mind murdering the thoughts,
Positive day transmits in another way,
Falsification of daily easiness,
I drown at night on my humble bed;

Greater is thy heaven that is desparate,
To show despair in a harmonic way,
I greet thee with a new nightmare,
Said that humble grim reaper in his way;

Darker that black the surrounding I see,
Distorted trees of mango covering,
Puddle it was below my leg,
But wait, it feels I am in sand mostly;

The air was humid enough to make me dry,
The fruits surrounding in black and pink,
The only white was the color of sky,
Without any blue tint over it;

I tried to walk but am drowned below,
Pain and suffering visible all alone,
Moments of happiness flashing in my eyes,
The time has come, shouted the brain of mine;

I closed my eyes in fear, despair and pain,
The numbness felt unending,
And thus a hand dropped on my shoulder,
Pulling me up from that ugly nightmare.

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