"Hey, it's raining you know", I texted her casually.
"Well then, get drenched!", she replied, matter-of-factly.
" Yeah yeah", I typed back boorishly, "and who will deal with the laundry, huh? "

Amusingly, that's the moment I remember most vividly about "us".
Now you're no longer here, but I make sure not to miss a single rain shower since then.

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Her breaking every inch of his heart filled with hopes and wishes anew wasn't the bad part.. No.. what truly haunts him is the unkept "See You Again.. "

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Waking up to darkness
Surrounded by loneliness,
Gazing into the familiar green eyes being speechless,
My demon with a pity voice
Took me off by surprise,
All alone again he asked
No one's there to heal you,
All hurt you when they got the chance,
"Who's there for you? " when you cease to understand them.
"Who's there for you" when you show them the real you,
How much will you heal others?
When they are leaving you to suffer,
How many sorries they said?
After hurting you to death,
Hiding my fears underneath
I stare being defeated,
All the promises broken, hurt by my close-ones,
My voice choking I answered no-one,
Suddenly surrounded by the cold
Seeing the past being unfold...
Too tired to move
Again all alone,
The story again ended where it started..

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I honestly contemplated alot about what should I write about you? How should I wish you on your special day?
Then I realised that all that I can say, or rather all that I have the right to say is: Thank You!

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The world is on your small shoulders
But only I can see it and I'm about to cry.
"Are you alright" You notice it and ask me
So, "I'm alright" I reply in haste.
Why would you ask that ?
The one who's about to faint, is you.

My dream is for you to be "alright".
I don't want you to be alright.
I want you to be "alright" the way you want.

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Don't blame him for all the hurt he makes you feel. It is your fault that you take it and come back for more.

And if he finally comes through, don't try to act all high and mighty, the end-game is that you were just as thirsty for his love as he was for yours.

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The water falling over my head makes
me realize of the tornado churning beneath.

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Just like how a single word can speak more than a few feelings...

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Don't cower down when this world full of facades tags you as the fake. They are only scared of your genuinety contaminating their sham environment.

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being restlessly asleep.

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