I so very much dislike other human beings, and I'm pretty sure that feeling is mutual, once they get to know me.
And I'm all good with that, and being on my own.

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A person who has made mistakes and hurt someone they love, can only apologize so many times, and undo the hurt to the best of their ability. But, if you're finding yourself bending over backwards, changing who you are, or doing things you wouldn't normally do, that other person isn't seeking an apology, they're purposely rubbing your mistakes in your face, and could care less about how or why your trying to make things right.
Best to just move on, and bury your hurt....

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That's the day you died..
Every day for a year,
For you, and loosing you,
I cried.
"He was just a dog",
Others rolled their eyes.
Yes, but we had you from the day
you were born,
For eight years,
Never was there a more human soul
as loyal and loving as he, in my life.

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my lonely aloneness...
Without anyone who cares for me...
Nobody does

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Tomorrow is another year past for me..and all I can say for myself;
The, who I've become, my accomplishments, and what I've made into my life throughout the past 44 years, is;
I always know...and because of this knowledge I feel in my gut and soul, I'm disgusted with me!
I know, I could have put in more effort as a younger woman..
But I didn't..
I didn't work harder, love myself more than others that I let walk all over me. I didn't speak up, knowing, what I had to say was worth fighting for.
I didn't rely on the power to resist Addictions, knowing I'm stronger.
I know I was a crap mother, I didn't put in the effort, because I was more important.
I'm living on the street, I will die on the streets, without a life I know I could have had,...
If only I hadn't known..
Happy Birthday,
Mary...

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Understand that they don't care..
Just because you care enough about someone else enough to change who you truly are, just to make them comfortable and happy, doesn't mean that it will work, or that they care about your efforts to do so.
It just means they don't care to give a damn at all for who you are, or accept your true self.
Do not exist or change for others happiness..
Understand, they don't care!

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When I was in my youth, fresh and full of boundless energy, I often heard one or both parents talk of pain within or on various parts of their bodies.
I figured their complaining was mostly psychosomatic, as these places didn't actually exist on or within us, according to science...
Now that I'm in my mid 40s and have lived a bit and raised two children, I know exactly what they were experiencing..
It's called ageing and it painfully sucks ass!

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This is the end..
If our children are the future, then I'm seriously concerned. The Baby Boomers, Gen-Xers, and Millennials, have pushed humanity and our planet passed the point of destruction.
And we're counting on our children and theirs to turn what we've done around!?
Generations addicted to devices in their hands, for every aspect of living.
Education basics are seeing our languages deteriorate, human history to become clouded with fictions from social media, and the self preservations from employment, left to A.I., making human existence obsolete..
The time of humans is coming to its finality. The internet, social media, the dumbing down, and bullying up, is something we all contributed to, and did nothing to change.
We we're counting on the following generations for bettering our mistakes for their futures..
This is the end..

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I mean seriously!
How hard is it for all of us to just stop?
Stop littering, stop driving one or two days a week, stop tossing that tiny wrapper of paper on the ground, stop the path of destruction we're all currently walking?
Just try!
Just stop!

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Unbreakable
Is he
Who exists always
Within a realm of
Honesty

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