I bulit a house
At the shore of the
Ocean of your memories
And enjoyed its cool waves
Occasionally kissing my feet.

But the ocean turned fatal
The waves turned lethal
And the same moana
That I so cherished
Engulfed me in its rage.

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And when we do
We love them fast
Only to find
We're not meant to last.

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Life is funny
In the way it works.
While the sun shines
The darkness lurks.

We take our love
Our pain and scars.
To find someone
That we can call 'ours'.

And when we do
We love them fast
Only to find
We're not meant to last.

Oh dear life
Its such a shame
That you treat my heart
Like some sort of game.

I give and I give
To a point that I lose
All that I have
To my loving muse.

How are you fair
When you just shove
Every person away
That I have loved.

I'll make sure
You lose this time
I'll win this one
And call him 'mine'.

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Fall in love,
But not so fast
Who knows,
If we're meant to last.

Our futures are veiled
Two bare souls
Connected, but unaware
Of what this world holds.

If we are meant,
To meet and meld
I won't let go
Of the hand I've held.

But for now, my love
Let us wait
What's written for us
Is up to fate.

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You'll realize what you've lost
When you'll find noone to love you
Like I did.

I'll realize what I've found
When I find someone
Who treats me right.

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She kept her distance
To maintain her sanity
But the same distance
Drove her insane

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Her face is like the morning dew
That melts my heart like the summer hues
She's not someone I'd want to lose
And that's how I knew
I found my muse

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If only I knew
That kiss was our last
I would've stopped time
That moves by so fast.

And held you close
Your head on my heart
And embraced God's made
Beautiful work of art

I would've mapped the freckles
That adorn your face
Like constellations in the sky
Wonderous, and full of grace

I would've traced your body
It's even and its odds
With every part of it
Built like the Greek Gods

Your dark brown hair
That I complained were too long
That harmoniously danced
When the wind played its song

I would've wanted to hear
You say my name
Just once last time
But it's such a shame

I would've held you a little longer
Gathered more things to reminisce
Oh, if only I knew
It was our last kiss.

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Two women, two different roles
The one who gave birth to me
And the one I gave birth to.

One gave all the love she had
The other got all the love I had

One strived in the life chosen for her
The other - for the life she chose

One made sure I didn't have tears
The other ensured I face my fears

One hears my voice to know if am well
The other can read my face and tell

One had her eyes moist as she saw me go
The other made my eyes moist as I let her go

My past and my future when shall meet
Will be a picture ever so complete
Two women, two different roles

If only I could be a little like them,
The one who gave birth to me,
And the one I gave birth to.

Two women, two different roles.

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He was like
The summers of March
Warm and mellow.
He turned me into Autumn
From gray to yellow.
I was December
Harsh and cold
A frozen heart
Impossible to mould.
A hail storm
A blizzard of emotions
A stone-cold maiden
A weather of remotion.
But this summer of March
Touched December
And conduced a new season
I'll always remember.

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