इस ज़िन्दगी को जीना होगा
रुके कदम, झुके हौसले
जहर भी मुस्कराकर पीना होगा

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Simple things I am forbidden to do.
Rules and  restrictions chaining my shoe.
Years of inhibitions  and fears of failure
Found solitude in isolation
Ambition, just demure.

Finally breaking the Choke
Through dense fog and smoke
Inching baby steps to emancipation
I see far on the horizon - Freedom.

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STEPS TO NIRVANA


Silence

Clear minds clutter,
Nothing - is the want.
Spirit transcends SILENCE.


Stifle

Life fighting back,
Emotions clawing on feelings.
Core Struggles to STIFLE


Dissappear

Practice calmness,
Internal intervention to meditate.
Weight of the world DISAPPEARS.


Freedom

I am beyond,
What i am and what I know.
Almost Nirvana, the true FREEDOM.

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Ghoulish Nirvana?

A bullets ballet,
A ballad of broken world,
crime was like cakewalk
And he mastered the death's choreography.

It was not always a hell's hello
his scars were deep inward
Tis once was all puppies
His story changed with the dagger to the steak.

Lucifer collaborated,
Giving crimson fire and a crackling restlessness.
A ghost rider now and even with his bike,
Cannot buy passage for the river.

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10 after nine,
neither yours nor mine.
Time ticks on.

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Left to fend for myself, young
Innocence was exorcized and childhood was hung.
Survival became priority, learning while at war
No time to tend to wounds, just let it scar.
I thought getting older would take longer
meanwhile, pangs of hunger linger.

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Seizure's done son, breath!

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Seeing the little one sad,
He gave her a string which was tied
To the happiness he blew inside that ballon.

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Words provok my pen,
and random thoughts roam in my minds Glenn,
Conspiring to be a next verse.

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I don't remember why.
My heart was pounding so high
My face betrayed my lie.

Caught by my mother,
She knew my truth was other
I was taught that truth liberates
Only to realize as an adult,
Everyone dissimulate.

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