The fight was about us,
Until one day when you made me realise it was just me fighting on a single side…
When I saw the other side you weren’t there to put efforts to fight our demons…
Since then,
The fight is just about me,
The version of me that believes easily,
The version of me that doesn’t understand anything but emotions,
The version of me who’d fight the world for the handful people she has,
The version of me that is scared of loneliness…

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3rd April 2024…

4 years with him - My heart counted,
1 year without him -My mind reminded…

Our forever came to an end…

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….And than !

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You will have another day,
another meeting,
another chance to prove yourself tomorrow,
But the people you impact with your negativity may grow away from you with a strange feeling…

Be kind to people even at your worst,
You never know what someone is going through…

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His forever was time bound,
I swore by my loyalty…

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The compassion and the support you provide,
That’s all you need for yourself too.

Nurture your soul,
as you touch people’s life…

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It’s not always the person,
Neither is the situation you’ll go through…
It’s about the time,
Today when you look upon someone you might think how happening their life is,
Maybe having the right resources,
Maybe having the right support,
Maybe having the right person,
All at the right time.
With you it’s not a tragedy,
With you it’s the time, the need and the desire through which things fall or not fall in place…
For everything that happens has a reason,
N that’s what life teaches you,
To sail through your storms and not judge someone’s boat sailing calmly…

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Keeping in touch with people is more of an effort,
You could be a lot affectionate to someone but do not enquire about them frequently,
The bonds that get hidden below the tag of we don’t need constant communication to be connected might be true,
But the one’s texting you right after a busy day to just ask if you’re doing okay is beyond everything…
You might not be the person for someone, but we all do have some common friends or relatives who is that person for us…
No it doesn’t only require love, keeping in touch requires efforts…
For people who prefer being alone and peaceful too that one text or call work wonders on good and bad days…
Value the constants, you have only a handful of them and for a very fractional time of your life…

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Letter to my 19 years old self…

(Letter in caption)

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Hold on to people in their tough times,
But realise when it’s needed and when you’re being consumed…
Nurture their soul,
But not at the cost of yours…
Stay calm when situation go wrong,
But understand when you’re being taken for granted…
Back them up when they need your support,
But buckle up when you don’t find them in your tough times…
You can provide everything to everyone and still not be perfect enough for them to hold on to you…
Their destiny, their struggle, their tough times shouldn’t always be their reasons to escape being inhuman…
Remember you too deserve the world you try giving someone…

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