The monsoon

Waiting for you with heavy heart,
Full of unsaid words.
Waiting for that scent of yours,
That melts her heart down.
Waiting for that sight of yours,that
Breaks the dam restraining her tears.
Looking up at the sky, praying for a ;
Chance to relive all those best bits ,
Drenching in the icy embrace of yours;
She finally voiced those words she couldn't ask anyone,
"Just a tight hug that could vouch her not being numb anymore...."

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Rain doesn't excite me anymore,
Just feels like a frozen cut on a dead man.

When sprouting leaves of spring doesn't feel different than falling leaves of autumn.

When joyous blue sky feels same as the
Scary silence of the night sky.

When u sympathize urself for not able to feel anything except feeling grey.

When love and happiness doesn't feel any better than indifference and sorrow.

When everything's good and contented
Yet it doesn't make u happy instead,it shapes a void abyss.

When holding memories of the bygones makes you feel safer than impending future.

That's when i realized what growth did to me .....

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I remember the time where u called me ur bestfriend.
Just like a fresh breeze which makes us lively ,
My name from u made me bloom in harsh summer..
But just like how autumn comes passing the spring ..
Our frndship withered without any traces of a history...
whenever u make me realise that i am just a frnd for namesake...
Believe me ,i learned to mask my tears in storm of rain .......

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It's time to realise there's no good in desperately clinging to the falling leaves....
It's time to look upto the rain and
To bloom exquisitely in the breezy spring....

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I saw you accidentally,
Never thought this accidental look will stir up diff emotions just like shades of rainbow .
The crush feeling I felt ,made me experience , The tenderness of youth....
The reflexive and innocent smile ,
On seeing ur dazzling face..
The silly cries and tears which rolled down,
On your absence...
The ecstatic joy on wearing matching clothes with you, feeling as though we were a couple.
The horn of ur bike which became pleasingly
heart stirring melody....
The bitter realisation of having no chance to see u ,praying God to pause the time to appreciate your charm whole heartedly...
The longing i felt, that's never ending despite knowing you won't even remember my name,
despite trampling my self worth and self confidence to the depth of seas ........

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I know ;i am becoming too nosy,
Even though I don't own any place in ur lyf;
Yet i can't help waiting for your response,
Just as an extinguishing lamp in the despondent storm.......

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Just like how joining the sea becomes the fate of river;
Getting hurt by the one's i trusted, it's becoming inevitable with every passing day;
It's tiring to hold on to all those broken pieces,
In the name of HOPE AND LOVE....

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Hiding the real emotions...
Pretence of feelings ......
Tired of all unavoidable gudbyes....
Yet hanging on to be strong....

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किसी की रोशनी बनने की चाह थी उसकी।
पर खुद की अंधेरों ने ऐसे घेर लिया कि,
साया बनकर रह गयी वो।
अपने दिल की ख़ामोशी को,
महसूस करने लगी है वो धीरे धीरे।
अधूरे पन की खुबसूरती को पहचानने लगी है वो।

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Sometimes all we expect is
Some space to process our thoughts
From our family and friends,

It's heartbreaking to see our closed ones suffer silently... shutting all windows of the heart...which is shattered by thoughts of their core support...

Get the courage to fight this perception wars with ur family and friends....bcoz u'r not a turtle that hides under it's shell....

You are that warrior who fights tough wars depsite bleeding sword in your heart...

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