I seek peace,

I wish to go into oblivion.

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There were no one to listen.

I have waited long enough,
To talk about what I feel,
To express myself.
To pour myself out.

Now, that self of mine grieves.

Grieves with pure sadness that it gives me a chest pain.

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"I see you with someone and I've a throbbing pain in my heart.

Is it the fear that I might lose you or is it the excess of my affection towards you?" she wonders.

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Her words were never heard,
Her tears were never seen,
Her struggle was never noticed.

One day, she drifted into the silence and never woke up.

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I wish...
I wish...
I wish...
A day doesn't pass,
without a wish.
But, today,
This day is different.

I don't feel like wishing anymore.
I'm tired of wishing.

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Should I feel happy looking at the bright star that's coming my way?

Or

Should I be sad that the moment it reaches, I'll be no more?

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I'm broke.

More than ever.

Beyond words,
Beyond tear drops,
Beyond emotions,
Deep inside the soul,
where my spirit lies.

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They're experiences.
They are lives.

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"I'm sick.", She whispered.
The whispers continued..

"Sick of...
Smiling for pictures,
Talking when I don't want to,
And, listening when I cannot tolerate to."

"Do you know what I want?" She looked at me and asked. I was puzzled.

"A touch. A soothing touch, but not a forcing one. A place where I can wrap up myself and stay at peace for a while."

Her words hit my heart.

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To hear from you,
Or to receive a text from you.

I'm all filled with you, with your memories and that makes me feel complete.

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