On some days writing is so hard.
I can't gather the courage to tap my fingers on the keyboard.
On somedays I don't have the guts to pen down emotions and feelings, I don't have the power to handle emotions.
Because somedays survival gets tough and emotions just make me feel weak and penning emotions down makes me feel heavy.
On somedays, confronting and facing emotions becomes so hard that it feels teribble and horrible.
So,
somedays I gather all my strength and other days I pour it all on paper.

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A smile washes away the existence of backend struggles, traumas because everybody's default guesswork about us is how everything must be okay. Maybe that's why people are scared to wholly embrace one good laugh at a joke, one good day with friends , one outing with family that makes us feel better. Feeling better for sometime is not being okay. It means you're still on the battlefield , standing . But it's there , the universe knows it and watches you. You choose to smile over expressing what it actually feels like because you don't wanna be outwardly noticed but just be inwardly seen and understood . It's there and so are you.
That's coexistence ✨

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कागज़ कम पड़ जाते हैं मेरे तेरी गहराई नापने में,
बता तेरी आंखे पढ़ना छोड़ दू या तुझे लिखना?

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Someone asked me : "what is the biggest achievement of your life ? "

I said One day I wake up
And I wasn't afraid .

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कुछ पुराने ज़ख्म आए थे,
ज़ख्म देने,
खुद जख्मी होकर चले गए।

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For everyone out there i was the happy kidd living the life a normal person wanted to live,
But nobody knows the deepest secrets behind the brightening face

I'm happy that I'm blessed with the power of a typical woman who can tolerate the invisible violence, I'm happy that i can rely on myself for not blaming anyone out there who put me in the situation,
I'm happy that I'm following the life path of let others live for compromising my own,
Atlast I'm a strong woman face,
I've to be like that
Nobody knows the secret ✨

And When i was about to believe that the Humanity don't exists anymore,
I meet the Sparkle,
And
The life Turned On ✨

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Those who judge you
Will judge your explanations too.

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बोलने पर बवाल
और
ना बोलने पर सवाल!!

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जैसे केद होता है कोई सलाखों में,
वैसे ही कैद हो गई हूं तेरी आंखो में ।

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