It's an uneasy, untolerable ,weird feeling;
Which is tough to bear and hard to understand.
Sometimes satisfying myself and healing
And the other time, I'm just messing up everything and harming myself.

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Never let your smile fade away.
Do care about other's,
But not more than yourself.
Don't allow anyone to get hold of you much;
Be like the sky.
Who is often down when the cloud captivates it,
But still it knows
How to shine again on a bright sunny day
After the gloomy time has passed away!

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Nothing much ,just want to reach to that mental stability state
Where I will be deciding what should bother me & what not!

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Those who harmed you unknowingly
Are capable of your forgiveness,
But never forgive those
Who desperately harmed you
And pretended as if they haven't done anything wrong!

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Be you ,
Love yourself
&
Care less for others and more for yourself.

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Cold and Shivering atmosphere,
Sleepless nights with heavy eyes;
With a rivulet of thoughts
Running through the brain.
Remembrance of self stupidity
Haunting like hell ,
Instigating the guilt and making me a mess;
An Urge to forget & to move on
Is becoming a moto
No matter what change it brings in me;
But to keep going,
Because I have never learnt to lose any situation.
But still one question remains,
Was it so necessary to happen?
Is this the thing god planned to improve my personality?
If that's so then fine.
But still,
Will my faith on karma remain a myth?
Or
Will karma show it's game against them who wronged?

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You understand the fact
That you need to change a few old habits,
Inorder to become a better version of yourself
And to bring peace in your life.

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It feels so weird
When someone imposes their blame on me;
Makes me feel that it was all my fault.
Whereas the underneath truth is I was on the victim side ,
But they acted like it was all about my imagination,
Not their's pretention.

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I have adopted a few changes in myself
Which are not driven by me
But are automated by the past circumstances.
Still I feel overwhelmed sometimes
Rather I enjoy those changes
Because somewhere I feel this changes will rebuilt me,
Will make me a better version of myself.

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Forgiveness never means
To forget the intentional mischief that someone did ,
It means
To keep that in mind and stay away from them
And to have faith on Karma
Which never spare anyone.

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