Is that
No matter what you do, people will talk.
No matter what you feel,
What you understand,
What you like,
What you want,
What you work for,
they will always talk behid you.

So,
do no matter what they say.
Feel what you want,
Speak what you want,
Love what you want,
Work for what you want,
Do everything that you want

Because at the end,
its you who has to
live with you not them.
Just make sure that the experiences count.

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The pain will seep through your heart.
The scars will show through your soul.
The tears will flow through your eyes and
the voiceless cries will be heard
through every action of yours.
So what will you hide and for how long?

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To tell you what life was
After you went there.
Who came, stayed
and never left.
Who betrayed
And enjoyed the theft.
What people said about us!
Who screamed and used to cuss.
Who never understood why,
And knew I would never even try.
What made you who you were,
Why only about you did I care.
I want to meet you and
tell you all about
That happened
After you left.

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I don't understand why would I be
The entire point of someones conversation.
We'll not particularly me
But my weight is.
Not me, but my face is,
Not me, but my career options are,
Not me, But my choices are,

These things don't define me,
My mind does,
My independence does,
My thoughtfulness does,
My out of the box thinking does.

Try to talk about them, you'll see where I stand!

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Having so much on your mind
Yet so little on your tongue.
You know there is something hurting you
But you don't quite know what.
Your mind runs in an abyss of memories
Yet your body so still and eyes blank.
So fun, loving, smiling, full of life, on the outside,
But so dark, numb, and cold on the inside.
There is nothing that hurts more than
Being known yet unknown to everyone.

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I am not a burden
On my dad, for not being successful enough,
On my mom, for not turning out how I should've,
On my family, for not being slim enough to get a groom,
On my friends, for being direct and blunt without a filter,
On my future family, for not loving myself enough,
On my own self, for not being who I could be.
.
.
.
But maybe I am.

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Everything inside me went numb,
Remembering how I'd hold your thumb,
I never knew how it felt to be dumb,
Without you I'm lost my mum,
My love, My life, My everthing nice,
Was from you, all your advice

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The real meaning of being alive,
living, caring, regulating emotions,
misery, pain, and
most importantly the meaning of
death & after life.

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Jo hum pe guzri hai,
Beetay tum pe kabhi,
To pata chalay
K dard e gham
Ki sham ho tum pe kabhi
To pata chalay.

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My life is in chaos,
My mind in confusion,
My body in agony,
My dreams, lost.
I dont know what to do
I dont know where to go.
For all seems gone
With time they flow.
I dont see a reason to stay alive
All i have is little of my own.

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