There's pain. A lot of pain. It is
just too much. I can't seem to get
out of it. It's like the pain won't
ever leave me alone. It sounds
cliche I know, but it is what it is.

My cries are silent. I'm tired of
all the manifestation. It just
doesn't sit well now. I don't
even understand what's going
on in my mind. Everything feels
cluttered. Improvement seems
so slow. I don't even understand
what I'm penning down. Faking
healing is just a regular thing now.

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The pain comes and goes
like waves and me, the shore,
stays there immobile.

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//RISING UP//
(in caption)

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Nowadays, my food appetite
is like my period mood swings.

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I hope the children of abusive
parents realise the traits in their
own behaviour that they consider
bad but are unable to leave easily,
were once their survival ways.

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It's so pathetic how a lady goes
through so much pain for around
a year to give birth to a baby and
then becomes abusive to them.

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One surgical and
one cloth, you're 'Lakshman Rekha',
the Raavan may cross.

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No one knew, V-C
tablets will become the new
normal with Covid.

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Death proposed me just now. Little does he know,
a part of me already belongs to him. And I am
almost ready to give the other part.

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My packet of Dark Fantasy will
miss me more than you all I know
for I've done things worse
and all the goodies of the world used to
tinkle and jingle besides my eardrum
everytime I tried to sleep.
Now as I'm sleeping forever
the haunting melodies will stop,
the decibel decreasing with my breaths.
And I'm glad to go, not a tear to show
but there're letters to be read
in my drawer that is sheathed
with a pretty cloth of red
whose yarns yet unshredded.
Please type the password
"I hate you to the core"
and take the one addressed to you.
Take this as my one last wish
And bid goodbye to this richy miss.

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