There's pain. A lot of pain. It is
just too much. I can't seem to get
out of it. It's like the pain won't
ever leave me alone. It sounds
cliche I know, but it is what it is.

My cries are silent. I'm tired of
all the manifestation. It just
doesn't sit well now. I don't
even understand what's going
on in my mind. Everything feels
cluttered. Improvement seems
so slow. I don't even understand
what I'm penning down. Faking
healing is just a regular thing now.

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The pain comes and goes
like waves and me, the shore,
stays there immobile.

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Death proposed me just now. Little does he know,
a part of me already belongs to him. And I am
almost ready to give the other part.

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Dear Abdul Bhaiya,

You're that candle which I always search for when darkness engulfs me. And I feel selfish for being so.
Sorry.
(full piece in caption)

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//RISING UP//
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Nowadays, my food appetite
is like my period mood swings.

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I hope the children of abusive
parents realise the traits in their
own behaviour that they consider
bad but are unable to leave easily,
were once their survival ways.

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It's so pathetic how a lady goes
through so much pain for around
a year to give birth to a baby and
then becomes abusive to them.

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One surgical and
one cloth, you're 'Lakshman Rekha',
the Raavan may cross.

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No one knew, V-C
tablets will become the new
normal with Covid.

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