You’ve forgiven people before,
Allowed them a mistake or two.
About time you forgive yourself,
Allow yourself a few.-
Remember when you asked me
What’s with my love for winters?
It’s the warmth of you I come back to
On a cold night of December.-
My words
tend to play
upon simple stories of love
Because complications tend to ruin us.
Like ours ruined us!-
That day
Sitting in a corner at the cafe
I waited
I waited
For you to appear
To take shape
My eyes seeking your face or a simple gaze
I waited
At the very least for an awkward wave
Maybe for an excuse and a quick getaway
And I would understand your dilemma
Because you’d known me only for a few days
But you had known me for a few days
So I waited
and resisted
the urge to look at my phone again
Or scream out your name in despair
I waited
For the door to open and you to finally walk in
And I waited
To take in that radiance, the fragrance, that smile on your face
And you’ll never know
But I’ll do it all again
If this time I wait and you could be there.
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It’s the sky that reminds me of better times
And there’s no escaping that...-
If there ever was a need
For you to know
And me to say...
I‘ve been thinking of you
and of that day!-
There must have been traces,
You must have left me signs...
Like shapes in the snow, maybe
Or words that only you and I could find,
Like cryptic notes on the mirror for me to see
Or songs that remind me of a special time
There must have been traces,
You must have left me signs...
‘Cause darling, I am just too naive...
To have found love, so easily, otherwise!-
Do you remember those correction pens?
The ones that turned our smudges to whites.
Our wrongs to possible, but ugly, rights.
The ones that, in a weird sense, turned back time...
I wish they could work for you and I.-
I hear words,
Late at nights,
Each night,
Gasping for ink,
And paper,
In my head,
Dying,
Slowly.
... Not tonight!
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