Doesn't it hurt???
Yess it does, but then I swallow it up like a glass of wine
Hoping one day atlast I'll be fine...
Don't you feel bad?
You sit all alone there watching, don't you feel sad?
Why wouldn't I feel bad?
My hearts not made of stone that I won't feel sad
But what difference does it make if I sit there crying
Instead I fake laugh as I keep on trying....
People say, why this fakeness why this mask round your face???
Why don't you show yourself
And just stop running this race????
I feel it's easy pretending than explaining,
It's easy smiling than letting your tears flow
For the people you once relied on
Would some day not be there
The shoulders you would cry on
Would some day disappear
Your fears that would keep you awake
Would some day come true,
Tear you apart in pieces, breaking your heart in two
And then that day you'd feel fed up
Of showing yourself to the world
Then on that day you'd know that,
It's okay to be fake.....
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