Naive?
No, you are not
That's a big word to justify your irresponsibility, emotional unavailability
You see friends as enemies and enemies as friends
Behind most smiles might be a frown
Hatred from the deepest part of their birth canal
Listen, learn
Life is a lesson
Choose your teacher wisely-
Be free
Soar high above the eagle flights
SPREAD YOUR BUTTERFLY WINGS
Savour the beauty of the clouds
Be free
Let no shackle
Bound you
As you flutter your colourful wings
Simply complimenting the sky
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Escape
I want to escape
Run far away
To a place with utter silence
Peace and pure serendipity
Where the breeze billow on my skin
And the wind soothes my throbbing heart
I have become a fugitive of my mind
I need to leave unscathed
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Narcissist 2
Now listen
Be mindful of who you entrust your heart to
Some just want to play baseball with it
Some keep it like a treasure kept in a chest
There are souls that walk this earth
They carry this trait like a second skin
Making you question your reality
Dragging you alongside them to the ferocious abyss
The heart has become a ball
Tossed in several directions
With all those tossing, what’s left?
I say unto thee be careful
Not all organism in the sea are fishes
Not all tongues are truthful-
Depression 4
Aye, your claws have clawed deep into my skin
Trying to escape with my blood
Go! you have never been a friend
You beseech me like a companion
Who wants to settle with me till death do us part
More like our wedding day and we are taking our vows on the alter.
Your child, mood swing is all you have given me since this relationship
My mind has fallen into a constant state of melancholy
You are my archenemy, a blaggard
You have constantly made tears run down my cheeks as rivulets
A robber knight is all you can ever be.-
Depression 3
You have become a coat worn by all
You have consistently denied us the will to be happy
You have crept in like a mouse into its hole
The heart is in complete disarray
And then you bring with you
Your brother Anxiety
With the both of you, who could win
Slowly eating the mind until there’s nothing more to feast
You spread your coat like you give warmth to a wounded soul
As silent as the grave
As straight as an arrow
You never miss your target
I feel your sharp sword cutting deeper and deeper
In a roller coaster of emotions
Your cold air has pierced my skin
But nonetheless, hope is on the horizon.
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Allow me to cry
I spoke to my eyes
They have refused to water my cheeks
But in my head, I am tearful
Gasping for breath as i am choked up
Allow my eyes to be red and teary
I spoke to my brain
But it refused as it’s like there’s a wall on my heart
I am tired
My icy smile come as i furrow my eyebrows into a knot.
Allow me because reality just hit me
And all i can do is cry my eyes to bed
While composing this-
myself to anybody that
has chosen to blank their heads about me-
How would it be
What would our body languages speak
Could it be contempt or of peace-