Can you take me back to peace?
Where its not the missing but already missed
Situations ran to me with a little less ease
Where I forget beauty even if was kissed
Barely noticing them running to me
Strange exotic taste of the tea
Which I intentionally forgot you served for me
I know, you know
I unspokenly crave
Crave for it, manifesting the flow
Apparently decorating the emotional grave
Which has to do a little with you
You, you knew
My stability was lined up in the never ending queue
I thought closing my eyes was next better
But when i stood there, just with flowers was real past
REAL, present missed future mesmerised glitter

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And sometimes falling tears make you realize that what you are trying hold already slipped and fell down, never returning you the desired ever again

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Let's live the days like nights
Just the original us, with dreams and regrets, hopes and desires, vulnerable but strong tears, drowning but climbing fears...alone, just like in the midnight

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And it's never understood when explained...
It's never felt when touched...
The pain I describe others is jewelled when describe it to you
Hope you just don't feel the jewelled surface

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What can you change when you can't change the situation?
~The hairstyle and the room setting

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Number of stories is directly proportional to I want you to know about me

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चिट्ठियां तो लिख सकती हूँ ना तुम्हें?

हालांकि शायद तुम दूर जा चुके हों
और तुम्हारा पता और तुम दोनों कहीं खो गए हों
फिर भी चिट्ठियां तो लिख सकती हूँ ना तुम्हें?
कुछ ऐसी चिट्ठियां जो तुम तक पहुंच ही ना पाए लेकिन तुम पढ़ लो
कुछ ऐसी चिट्ठियां जो हों तो कोरे कागज पर मैं उनपर स्याही फैला कर कुछ ऐसे शब्द लिख दू जिनका कोई अर्थ ना बने पर तुम समझ जाओ
कुछ ऐसी चिट्ठियां जिन में वो खुशबू हों जो तुम ढूंढ रहे हो
कुछ ऐसी चिट्ठियां जिनका रंग ना काला हो ना सफ़ेद
जिनका रंग बस कुछ जाना पहचाना हो

तो क्या चिट्ठियां लिख सकती हूँ मैं तुम्हें?

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It's been a week but it feels yesterday
It's not worth a memory but I feel the visuals the sensations
Maybe flashbulb memory

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And sometimes letting go is peaceful calm and yet difficult
It might feel okay for a while and pain the very next moment but trust the process
Trust the flow
Let it go!

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I won't forget it
Promise me you won't either
I remember I owe you something more than anything

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