Jiske saath sukhoon bahut miltha hai,
Uske saath vakth bahut kam miltha hai.

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Me : That last hug.

My heart just drowned.
Kissing her on the forehead and that imperfect kiss on the corner of the eye.
My tears rolled against her cheek and she whispered "I'll miss you".
It was magical ❤️

Standing at the door and seeing her walk away.
I still remember that image of her.

Why was it so magical?

Me : Because it was heartbreaking too.

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Good byes are okay.
You'll feel that weight lifted off you.
You'll be free of thoughts.

Me : I feel different.
More weight and more thoughts.
I think they're not okay when you're still in love.

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Maa : It's okay to love from a distance.

Me : It's not that easy.

Maa : Yeah, i know.
I look at you every day.

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At some random point,
The mind wins over the heart.

That's when everything changes !!!
You'll think different.
You'll feel different.
And love feels like a choice.

Unfortunately,
For me,

My heart still wins.

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Toughest phase?

Drowning in my own thoughts all day long and can do nothing about it.

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I think it's time to move on,
Kitne din royega tum,
It's enough.

Me : Actually,
I'm just an old school type and definitely an old soul for sure.

She used to be the only calmness for all the chaos in my life.

Hmmm there's no moving on.

There's only one way
It's just finding a way to live with it.

Kya hai woh, sadness?

Me :No, Love.

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For now,
I'm stuck in a place between sleep and awake.
The place where you can still remember dreaming.

May be we can meet there sometime.

Go on adventures together.
Climb the ladder of life.
Explore everything while I hold your hands.

I'd like that.

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They say,
Good bye hugs are the longest.


Me : I don't know, I didn't get one.

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Zindagi mein naye aur interesting log aane ke baad sab teek ho jaayega.

She's not coming back.
It's okay, people always tend to leave.
Don't worry, you'll be fine.

Me : I think, this time my heart is not going to allow that.

I'm stuck with her.
In Love.

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