You are the sun
I'm the moon
I shine because of you
I reflect the joy you give me
Without you the sky wouldn't be blue
In your absence I hang low
Over the dark town
And though in your place the stars shine
Still I feel all alone-
These are my thoughts. The things I don't say out loud. They're a little bit of ev... read more
I'm of a different world
Alien, indeed
Though in my hands I hold your heart
Together, we cannot be
But try I will, with all my might
My body, heart and soul
As of now, as of tonight
Your hand is mine to hold
In different worlds we both reside
You in yours, I in mine
Yet I'll try to keep you near
Forever by my side
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I'd remind you
Of nights you spent crying
Days you spent lying
That everything was fine
When inside you were dying
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I like to think I've got it all under control
When I really don't
I like to think I'm fine handling things on my own
When I'm really not
I like to think alot of things
Most of them not necessarily true-
Can I love you with just a little piece of my heart
Because I'm too scared of the whole thing falling apart
Too late, because I've given you my all
I couldn't help but fall-
She cries when she's sad
She knows what it means to feel
This pain and this heartache
Wasn't part of the deal
The choice wasn't hers
Though that's how they made it seem
And she lived how she wanted
But it was all a dream-
Dear Life,
You're so unpredictable and it terrifies me. I hate you sometimes. Yet, walking into the unknown, something we like to call the 'future', intrigues me. And no matter how scary it seems, I'm going to put that fear on the shelf and leave the safety of what I know. I'm going to give you a chance. You're not so bad once you get past all the bullshit and undeserved shitfests that you constantly throw our way.
Sincerely,-
These days
My happiness is accompanied by guilt
Knowing your tears fall as the corners of my lips rise
Knowing your heart breaks as I mend mine
I want to give you the handfuls of sunshine that I plucked from the hearts of those who have shown me love
I want to share with you the joys of laughing unabashedly in the presence of those who care, where raw mirth and bliss are abundant
And yet the pain in your heart is
much too dark
And it hurts knowing that
I put out the light that illuminated
your precious heart
It reminds me
That now
My happiness, however brief
And for whatever trivial reason
Is forever shadowed by guilt-