Sometimes I wonder,

Have I stopped living.

Or have I stopped wanting to live

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One man's trash,


Is another man's pleasure

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You point the finger with so much ease
Never aware, you're impossible to please

You just can not see
Even tho I'm the one nearly in tears

I'm not fighting you, I'm fighting me
Because your words harm my ears

I try my hardest, I do my best
But you just can't accept me and let it rest

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Bleeding out after you cut me deep
Yet only in the darkness I can sleep

So for as long as the light shines my heart with love will burn
Because it's all in my head and you're long gone to never return

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Ik drink niet zodat ik jou vergeet
Ik drink als excuus voor als ik weer zeg dat ik het zonder jou niet meer weet.
Ik zal weer huilen vannacht
Want zonder jou, heb ik zo veel minder kracht.

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Ik kan jou niet doden. Je betekent te veel voor mij
Genoeg om mezelf te doden als dat jou kan redden.
Lijden om jou te zien lachen, zal het altijd waard zijn.
Het spijt me.



"Een mens kan niet leven zonder hart. Ik laat mijn hart achter"

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You can shake the tree to drop leaves and the fruit.

But you won't solve the problem and find happiness,
Unless you cut the root.

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I used to be a dreamer.

Now I fear to dream,
For nightmares have become all I know

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I'd give up and away everything
Just to once more have you near

But all that remains is this sting
Cause I'm the reason you chose to disappear

You're gone forever, and they may say rest in peace
But I'm aching, and for you on my knees would beg the heavens:

"give me one more moment, please.."

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Pain has become the only reality
There's nothing good left to see

You left, just like him and her, just like them and they
Swore you'd be here but you've gone away

All I feel aside of the pain is the loneliness
To end my life, it's back, this I must confess

But where would I even go, huh, tell me it
Because the only home I know, I'll just get hit.

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