Running, running
far away.
Escaping dreams
of yesterday.
Faster, faster
there I go.
Forgetting things
you'll never know.
Dying, dying
deep inside.
Find a place
for me to hide.
Catching, catching
up with me.
No more running
from reality.
Stopping, stopping
let me cry.
Finding a way
to say goodbye.

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There are people all around me,
Yet I can't help but feel alone.
And although he says he loves me,
He no longer lets it show.

See, I've been trying to find myself again,
Seem to have lost myself in time.
Empty thoughts inside my head,
I have a therapeutic mind.

My eyes are wide open,
But I refuse to let them see
Just how broken I truly am
From him not wanting me.

I hate that we fight a lot,
Wish we can take control.
How can I fix a broken heart
With such a damaged soul?

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I've never felt so alone.
The tears stream down my face.
I only want to feel you
And lie there in my space.

I sit here in the darkness
And long to hear your voice.
There's nothing I can do now;
Perhaps you've made your choice.

My heart will always love you;
You'll always be the one.
I won't ever forget you.
What more could I have done?

You used to call me Angel
And comfort me while I'd cry.
That is all I wanted.
Instead, I heard goodbye.

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S: Sensational in every way, you light up every room you enter.
H: Heartwarming and kind, your generosity knows no bounds.
A: Artistic and creative, your talent shines brightly.
R: Radiant and full of life, your spirit is truly inspiring.
A: Ambitious and driven, you achieve everything you set your mind to.
D: Dedicated and loyal, you’re a true friend and confidante.
H: Honest and genuine, your authenticity is refreshing.
A: Adventurous and bold, you bring excitement and joy wherever you go.

Wish you a very happy birthday Sharu ma 🎉🎈🎉

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My fear was losing you,
and so, I lost you,
like a fragile petal in the wind
brushing the ground and fading away.

In the darkness of the night,
I still think of you and feel you,
hoping that one day,
I can have you back in my arms.

But for now, all I have is regret,
because my fear was losing you,
and so, I lost you.....

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Sitting alone
On a bench that's made for two,
Only one side is empty,
For that place is meant for you.
As I look out
Onto the beautiful seashore,
Memories overtake me
And wishes of making more.
Do you remember this special place?
And the moments we had here?
You made my life that day,
And that I will always hold near.
I find myself walking,
Not knowing where to go,
But I always end up
In that special place that we know.
I sit down, can't move,
Waiting for you to show,
And when I feel your hand on mine,
That's when I will go.
Do you see, my darling,
That this bench was made for two,
And one day in the future,
It will be filled again by me and you.

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Set forth towards the light,
For it will be a lonely night.
As long as I live,
As far as I see,
This is no place for me to be.
Wired till the end,
This will be my only friend.
Voices in my head,
Telling me I'm already dead.
Hanging from my last limb
While the lights begin to slowly dim.
So set forth towards the light,
For it will be a lonely night.

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Look into my eyes.
Tell me what you see.
It won't be happy.
It won't be pretty.

The way I act
Makes me seem happy.
It makes me seem fine,
But look into my eyes.

There you will see,
See the hurt,
See the hate.
In my eyes I will seem distant.

Look into my eyes.
There you will see everything,
Everything I hold inside.
There you will see me.

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Wings of wax will melt and fall apart,
But what if they are a true reflection of what's in my heart?
Weak, easily discouraged, and without pride,
My escape to freedom denied

I can never spread my wings and fly.
I will never know the feeling of the sky,
For these broken wings keep me grounded
And trapped with the memories of how they once sounded.

They used to be so beautiful and proud,
But now they hang around me like a black shroud,
Reminding me of my once known glory
And how this is just another sad story.

These wings are torn and tattered, no longer able to carry me.
My heart, unable to dream of the possibility of being free
And my soul, now a deep black abyss
Waits silently for death's blissful kiss.

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I never thought I would love someone like you,
Never in my dreams will I meet you.
But then, as I traveled on my life's journey,
You walked into my life, and I fell for you.
I never knew how it was to be in love
Until that very special moment.
You brought wonderful things in my life.
You opened my eyes to see the beauty of love.
You were my first kiss.
You were the first woman who hugged me tenderly.
You were the first woman who held my hand lovingly.
You were the one who taught me how to love sincerely.
You showed me the way to your heart.
You've taught me everything that I should know about love.
I told myself, the story of my life is all about you.
You cared for me, and I really appreciated it
But you never taught me the art of letting go.
You never taught me the cure of hurting so much
I thought it was you that I'd belong to,
But now, what I once thought remains as thoughts,
For you are now waiving goodbye.
All your smiles were for me
But now, they're for somebody else.
It hurts to know you are already gone.
Deep in me, I made a promise.
I will never fall in love again,
Unless it's you, my love,
My one and only...

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