When that one person met me :-

Unknown:- Qamar🥺,Gam ko dil sai nhi lagana chaiye🙌
Me:- Dil sai nahi lagaya,lkn khayaal tou ata hai, dukh hota hai, Mein keh nahi sakhti kisi sai, khud ko khudhi samjati hu, kisi din samj pati hu, kisi din nahi 😣
Unknown:- Beta jo chezein haqeqat ban chuki hai unko qabuul karo, jo haqeqat ko jaan laitay hai, samj laitay hai,woh mazbuut ho jatay hai. Aur tum haqeqat ko badlnay walu mh sai ho

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Intolerable Truth

No need to catch my breath
Why does my heart beats less
Isn't your presence there
Are you there,or people are lying

I heard him knocking on my door
And calling out my name
Feeling dyspenia is normal, isn't it
Are you there, or people are lying

Although now his journey is over
He won't be with us, Qamar
BaBa,these words people are saying
Are you there,or people are lying

How long will I feel so empty
How long will this heartache end
How long will I have to breath
How long will i have to wait
Until we meet in heaven

QAMAR RAASHIDA

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So tell me what's love


Love is, when Allah says to u , "I've created everything for u" And u say, "I've left everything for u 🙌🥺

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My Room

My four-walled heart
My earthly paradise
The site of my inner peace
Everything seems to be listening to me.

But I've been away.
My room screams at me.
Very cloudy and confused
My four-walled heart

Now I'm a wanderer.
Although my room calls to me.
Your absence haunts me.
My four-walled heart

Dusty books.
Waiting for my touch to open.
Curtains said, you did not come back?
We scream, weep, weep and speak.

Everything seems messed up.
Light room,it's still dark here.
Is someone inciting?
My four-walled heart

Doesn't your sitting site bother you Qamar?
Heartless you, you turned me back
Don't you have my soul? Isn't Qamar missing you?
Didn't Qamar tell you,what I did when I'm remembering something?

I've been locked up since you've been gone
Will you come and sit for a while?
One shouldn't cheat on a partner as you often say.
My four-walled heart.

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Unknown city

I don't like this strange city.😒
This rental room doesn't feel like home to me😣
My eyes yearn to see you every day.🥺
Every day my reflection reaches me.😔
What do you want to achieve this way?😑
I wish someone would come & make me your lap's baby again😓
I am very sick at the moment.😫
Grace the moment with your presence.🤗
I look for you everytime I come to my room from college.🥺
These people seem very strange to me☹️
Mom,your little talk gives me peace.🫀
This room looks like a prison to me.😐
Mom,I don't go out much anymore😞
Whenever I'm sick🥺
Sobbing a lot makes my night.😓
Living in the moment shows your worth.🫂
I can neither sleep nor wake up.😒
I fear nothing but losing you😖
And come and meet me 🫀🫂
I find this city deserted.🤗

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If ever

I have not seen the face of love
I have seen you.
And if there was any form of love.
He would have been like you.
If love could speak
So the accent will be like yours.
If love could smile
That charming smile would be like yours.
If love could dream
My dream would be you.
If love could pray,
You would be the first prayer in my prayers.
If love could breathe
I would take every breath on your name.
If love could see,
You would be the sight of my eyes.
On doomsday,love will not be of love,
But you will be the reason for my paradise.
You are the precious asset of Qamar
Your absence makes me feel tintamarre
♥️🫀🌸🫂

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خوف

ہر شخص کی الگ پہچان ہے
اب تعجب کس بات کا ہے
یہاں روز ایسا ہی ہوتا ہے

کسی کا نورِ نظر کھو گیا یہاں
کسی کو لخت جگر مل گیا یہاں
کسی کا گھر اجڑا کوئی آباد ہوا

ہو رہا ہے قتلِ عام ہر سو یہاں
رو رہا ہے ہر شخص اب ہر جگہ
کہیں سکون و عصمت لٹ رہی ہے

کوئی جوش سے آزادی مناتا ہے
کوئی آزادی میں آزاد نہیں ہے
کہیں کسی کا نورِ نظر کھو رہا ہے

کوئی جان لگا کر لڑ رہا ہے
کوئی خواب خرگوش بیٹھا ہوا ہے
کسی کو مانگنا آیا تو کسی کو چھینا۔

کسی نے عزت کمائی عمر بھر
کسی سے چھینا گیا ہے شام و سحر
کوئی محنت کوئی سو رہا ہے بےخبر

ہر شخص کی الگ ہے پہچان
اب تعجب کس بات کا ہے
یہاں ہر روز ایسا ہی ہوتا ہے

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I think

How many sleepless nights have I spent?
How many nights have I spent looking for help?
How many nights I hide from the eyes of the world and cry.
How many nights I silently bear all the pain
How many nights I wait for my sleep.
How many nights do I pray?
How many nights do I comfort?
How many nights did not breathe properly.
How many nights do I stay awake
How many nights I have spent patiently.
How many nights have I spent awake from nightmares?
Allah has counted every night.

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A heartwarming conversation with my heart

Me:- Psychology pdni chahiye thi mujhy,phr yu minutu mh mh logu kay chehray pd leti, nazrein pahchan leti,unkay iradu ka pata chl jata,jaan leti unkay dil mh konsi batein chupi hai😣🥺

My hrt :-Phr tou bht dukh hota tumhe,Raashi kisi ko jaan laina bht bada azaab hota hai,chehray pdnay lago gi ya nazrein pahchan logi,tou kehyu sai gin aani shuru hojayi gi.Raashi khuda ka housla tou daikh sab kuch janta hai kes kay dil mh kya hai,phr b khaamosh rehta hai😒🥺

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Introspection

When you deem,no one is yours
Then look at the sky
That Allah,who is there,is only yours

Prostrate when you discern,no one is listening
That Allah,who is there,is only yours.

When the steps began to waver
Then set off the Tahajjud prayer.
That Allah, is ready to catch you.

When the bridge of life seems heavy.
Realize that He is making you a means to draw you closer to Him.

When you feel that Allah is with you in your journey.
understand that it was an experience.
But its patience was excellent.

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