Don't give someone false hopes
and false high feelings
that their whole world crashes
after you've gone doing your part.

I N J U S T I C E

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everyone cornered me,
I decided to live on my own
with my long lived loneliness
until he came with
his fragile heart in his hands
but a knife of
harsh words too after that,
cornering me into
the blackhole of
unknown loneliness.

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is not anymore,
or maybe I've lost him
in the crowd of people
or maybe I don't deserve
some one in my life,
or maybe it is all
for everyone's best.

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to close to my chest,
that it stopped the beat
of my heart for a while.

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I'm killing the veins of my heart with
every passing day,
maybe one day,
it will learn to not feel at all.

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which was easy to kill
with acidity of words
and expressions.

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A girl in me I killed with my own hands,
I clipped all the wings and eyes
that were fond of people and beauty of hearts,
I torned the hands with my own hands,
so that she never be able to hug anyone,
I stabbed the heart and left it bleeding,
so that it never got alive to beat again ever.
I tied the legs so tight that it can never think
to chase any false impression again.
Now I called the dead girl with buried heart,
a clever deceptive girl who never
deserved to be anything with anything.

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every one betrayed me,
I followed you in trust,
that was only for one
and for one time only type trust in me
and you too betrayed me publicly.

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Now sitting with
all the commas,
inverted commas
and some full stops.

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Now ash of past
and a present body of mistakes
that is not required by anybody
but required to use it for everybody.

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