I have tried to find Home in people and places,
I have tried to find a Home in new cities and urban outskirts,
I have tried to find Home in love and friendships,
I have tried to find Home in objects and things;
I have tried to find the feeling that makes this agitated soul perceive a congenital connection,
I have been in search of the convoluted
feeling what makes a soul feel at home,
I seeked and probed;
Only to find I am a Nomad,
I flee making each part of this beautiful Earth my home,
Leaving a part of me behind and taking exquisite part of it as I go,
These magnificent luscious green forest my kitchen,
Breathtaking Medows my lounge,
Soft green grass my bed and
These wild soundscapes my music,
Coverture in this serenity;
I have finally found my home.
I am finally home!
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Don't let your vulnerability define you ,there is strength beneath you just need to dig deep.
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I am just a shooting star
in your constellation
filled sky notice for a ephemeral, forgotten forever.-
Walking on the thin line of
the tightrope of life,
Between poles of Passion & Purpose;
Balance Balance Balance
Is what my heart yearns,
But each pole lure me towards it with a charm of its own;
Were :
my Passion let's let me run wild and free with a heart of glee,
And on the other side
my Purpose keeps me resolute and rooted with a soul that is humble;
Balance Balance Balance
Is what the onlookers scream,
But I here stand on the tightrope far from the ground,
With a dilemma between phrases “do what you love” and, “do what contributes”,
One misstep and dwindle down;
My heart seizes in the fear
With the question "Will my Passion and Purpose ever gonna meet?"
Till then I will do what my feet are skilled,
walking the tight line with aspirations in my eyes,
balancing life with the balance pole of destiny.
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Let me breathe today...
Let me inhale the air pure and crisp;
Let me keep the worry for
just another day;
Let me breathe afresh today;
Let me breathe in warmth of the summer this day;
Let the hullabaloo wait another day;
Let the gale blow and take the gloom away;
Let me hear the chirrups, the zephyr carrying today;
Let me wreath melodies of love in the breeze today;
Let me sing my heart out and dance a tune till I puff today!
Let me breathe and live whole for a day.-
Ink fails to spill,
Words too vague to express,
I close my eyes and drift in the lull;
Because...
This bond is much more than words can behold,
This bond is much more than
lyrics can express,
O' Dad ,what you mean to me!
This bond is just to feel
and feel the fathom of selfless love...
The tender sweet love of a goodnight kiss after work all day long;
Or
The assurance in the tightest hug when things go wrong;
The patience with which you teach to stand up after every fall, own my own;
O' Dad!
Words dwindle to enunciate,
The dreams we dreamt watching the summer starry skies;
The assurance we had hiking hand in hand;
The warmth of our love by fire in the camp;
The lesson you taught watching the sea in its every rise and fall;
This bond has gone complicated with the year gone by,
But the love that runs by is going to be here for ages;
So distant yet so close to heart;
So akin yet poles apart;
I' am still your little princess, fighting the waging wars;
Try to behold the world in my little hands;
To live the dream we have, dreamt through the same eyes.
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Don't let me go...
Hold me tight;
My body quivers in fright;
I don't know when things will go right...
But
Don't let me go...
I am drifting into the chaos of the night;
There is hardly any light;
I just a broken maiden in my plight;
But
Don't let me go...
To where I can't meet your eyesight;
The predicament nips at me like frostbite;
I can't hold myself upright;
But
Don't let me go...
Hold me tight ;
Don't let me slip away into the murk of the midnight;
Grip me with all your might;
I believe once again there will be daylight;
Till then just hold me tight!
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When you start believing the people's version of you ,
Is when You start loosing the real version of you.-
Numb Numb Numb!
Is what I feel even though circumambient a constant hum;
No, I am not dumb ;
I tired of being treated as scum;
Numb Numb Numb!
Recur thoughts play a constant drum ;
My ears ring with thrum;
My lips have turn mum;
My eyes are just numb;
Numb Numb Numb!
Life is breaking apart like little crumb;
I trace the photo album with my thumb;
I don't know what I have become;
I wish I could speak to some;
But all I feel is the glum.
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Like a raindrop on the window plane,
I lingered in the hope;
to be admired;
to be valued;
to be loved;
Just to slitter down,
as dirty water justifiable for the drain.-