Listening you i live it.
I really wish we will meet again in future.
For me in this moment you were the best person I want see you again and again.
Even I m asking nature many times why soulmate meet if there future togetherness never exist?
But all I could hear is echo of what we were.
I always remember first time I Saw how confident you were. Beauty fixed my eyes. But you never walked though that door. I miss it every day
I reached old video and photo someday
I miss your voice, music we listen we go though
Something I play music that reminds me
And now we dont speak, I fear how universe regulates us in our fate. Even though we can't be together.i just want to say you were always great in my story if multi universe exists we again spend time together.
You were always my unfinished story.
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Ye baatein reh jayengi, chaahe hum naa rahe
Ye do pal mile hai khushi ke, mai baatu
Ke tujhe bhi gham naa rahe
Jo dhundhne jaaoge mujhse achhi wajah
Toh dhundh naa paaoge pyaar aisa usme
Nahi shaq mujhe-
We met at the canteen, a lot of noise around,
But we found a spot, where peace could be found.
We chatted for ages, about everything,
It felt like we could fly, like birds on the wing.
But distance came, like a long and dark road,
Pulling us apart, a heavy load.
We tried to keep in touch, but it got hard,
The miles kept us far from each other, apart.
I missed your smile, your friendly way,
Remembering the good times, every day.
College went by, a blur of faces,
But the memory of you, still finds its places.
Then you vanished, like smoke in the air,
Leaving me with nothing, and a feeling of despair.
The canteen is empty, the laughter all gone,
And I'm left with memories, moving on alone.
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Mujhe lag raha tha mein sab jaanta hu usske bare mein I know her but not really completely I don't know about her feelings but after separation sometimes i think she might be thinking of me or not .
I wish I could tell her
dukh hota hai tera jane se,
Tu kehti thi baatein mujhe woh saari dil mein chupke rehti hai.
Tera intezaar kar raha hu mein yaaha,
Yaa jaan le,
Daard ta hu tujhe khone ne se.
Kya tera mujhe milna ko dil nhi hai karta kabhi?
Aane ko hai toh aa tu,-
Only I know what I am doing.
Only I know what I am feeling.
Only I know from where I am healing.
šš-
All my friends tell me I should move on
I'm lying in the ocean, singing your song
Ahh
That's how you sang it
Loving you forever can't be wrong
Even though you're not here, won't move on
Ahh
That's how we played it
And there's no remedy for memory, your face is like a melody
It won't leave my head
Your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine
But I wish I was dead (dead, like you)
Every time I close my eyes, it's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes, it's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side-
Paata hai ess saal mein kisi k bare me likhna nhi chahta tha even kuch bolna bhi chahta tha
Eventually kisi ko bhulna kitna mushkil hai without reason.
Mein khud ko kitna bhi samjha ta hu uss ek insaan se tere ya usaki life nhi chalti there are more things to do in order but haar baar mein ek problem mein faas jaata hu .
Mentally I m tried of myself.
Ek sawaal fer maane aata hai yaar kya ussko bhi meri aati hogi?
Aati hogi toh kaise sambhal ti hogi?
Kabhi mein ussko ess dimaag se nikal paavuga kya.
Mein rukna nhi chahta?
Logo se dur rehna sahi hai i don't know detachment formula. I should keep distance from emotional feelings.
Yaa sab sochte sochte fer soo jaata hu
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12. 01. 2025
Today I m going home for the 1st time in 2025.
Evn not planned anything how I will go but now I see I m in a train.
Today is something magical feels like nature is with.
My all thoughts are going Right train I got sit somehow todays train have so much space.
Baroda to Bharuch junction and then auto to ankleshwar after bus ankleshwar to kim
And then kim to mandvi and then by car š
Final I will reach home.
Now I m in train š writing thinking about bharuch mein distribution nhi hona .
Uss ko milna hai but paata nhi aase nhi milna usski Margi se usske dil se milna bole ho but I know woh kabhi ya smjha ge nhi or bolega bhi nhi .
#peace-
I know i haven't written anything since very long period of time.
But year I will be on pages.
I learnt from last year is that I write because that's my company although I m alone lonely in this universe.
But I express myself in pages and that's feelings great. Pages i wrote and I will write all are my companion.
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