A vision I had as a younger
me was that I would grow old, happy
and healthy.

Now a deadly illness is attempting
to destroy whatever it can in my body.
Worst of all ... I am in my early 30s...
How is this possible?

I refuse to give over to the illness
and I surrender my all to my
Lord Jesus Christ!

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'Till the oceans run dry,
my God is my Provider.
Though my heart, it may fail
Your love will light the way,


Song by:
~Urban Rescue》Provider

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can cause chaos...

Maybe I am the rejected one,
the one that should be undone.

Can't they hear my scream?
Perhaps too much to bear?

Those close to you are further away
than strangers.
Loneliness is probably one of the most
hurtful things.

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Being me...

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My Missing Piece...

I never thought that the wait would be so long before we see each other again.
Nobody warned me about the missing piece of my heart that would forever be gone.

Grandma, grandpa... My eyes are tearing up as I write this.
You where my happy sacred place, the place where I could just smile and know you where there and I was safe.

With you as my parents I had a little glimpse of heaven.
Unfortunately it all changed when you left.
How lucky I was to have had you both in my life, my foundation, my happiness filled with joy and love.

I just wanted to say that I miss you and that you aren't just a memory or a photo.
I will always carry you in my heart.

There is nothing that can ever compare or describe how much I miss you both.

Please keep the piece of my heart safe until we reunite in heaven.

Your love was imprinted in my heart and I will always carry that close to me.

I will always love you and never forget you.

All my love,
Lesley

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The one where you doubt and question who you are,
Fear of rejection and pain left a deep scar.

The secret you keep where those closest to your heart
turned around with the knife to tear you apart.

You are seen and not alone in this journey,
Bring your heart and realize you're worthy!

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I came here to tell you that my sympathy is your pain in my heart.

I got your back.

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F alse
E vidence
A ppearing
R eal

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THE TRUTH BEHIND PAIN

Pain reminds me of things I don't want to remember,
Why bother to explain if I just act as a pretender?
Trying to be strong whilst the trauma still keeps me awake,
Even if they're not sorry the damage is done and it's too late.
Even at my strongest I still feel partially paralyzed inside,
It's now a part of me that will always stay behind.
I wish I could just take the pain away that's still bleeding,
Because now I bleed on those who didn't cause this numb feeling.
It gets better throughout the years but never goes away,
Not even time can heal something that's keen to stay.
Maybe one day I will forget the trauma, loss and pain,
That would be a feeling of relief like the desert needs the rain.

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