Yet again I try to stand alone,
Stabbed by people,
whom I considered my own.
They keep pulling me down,
But there's no harm I have done
Breaking my heart, yet again,
into a thousand pieces,
Each time hurting more than before.-
जहाँ तु नहीं,
वहाँ कैसी ख़ुशी |
तेरे बिन अधूरी है ज़िंदगी
कुछ भाता नहीं अब इस दिल को |
तेरे सिवा लगता है सूना,
ये जीवन तेरे बिना क्या जीना ||-
I miss you
like the soil misses the rain
Like the nest misses the birds
I want you, all of YOU for myself
Yet I can no longer hold on to you.-
Long night has now come to rest
After trying to disturb me at its best.
Spoiling my sleep, Grumbling in my dreams
Taking away my peace, Buzzing like the bees
It never stops haunting me, and now I'm on freeze.-
Heart is heavy,
eyes filled with tears
Yet I walk ahead,
Holding onto the fears
You know me not truly
I never express myself freely,
Chaos in the mind, chaos in the heart,
All those struggles were a part,
There's nothing left to mend
Everything now, comes to an end.-
An ocean of emotions,
That I hide within me,
You churn them all
With a single message.
You show up when you want
And then disappear into the darkness,
where I can't find you anymore
And I'm no longer myself.-
"Where have you been?
I longed to see you,
missing you in every breath"
Said the soul to itself-
Everytime my phone buzzes,
I wish that it displayed your name.
I secretly hope for you to miss me
as much as I yearn to see you.
But it's no longer possible and
I'm brought back to reality-
I miss you
A part of me is tired
A part of me is shattered.
Without you, there's no joy
Without you, it's all vague
The only memories I have of you
Are slowly fading away.
What do I do with my heart
That only calls your name.-
As much as I wish to be yours,
But the things aren't the same.
There doesn't exist a world anymore,
where you and I can be together.
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