How did he fly?

He walked in the darkness with chaos in his mind,
Struggling with the evil that had broken him from inside.
One day he saw himself and could not bear to believe and see what he had turned into.
Lonely, broken, empty that's all he was left with and that burnt himself from inside,
From those Ashes, he was reborn like the Pheonix.

Fighting a way through this, he broke free of all the anxieties he had.
Defeating all his demons he became the master of his mind.
And that's how he restored his wings and flew back to the long-lasting happiness which he desired.

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Feeling sick again

Laying on the bed with no sleep at night,
I'm Lost in my senses with demons trying to break me down.
I feel like collapsing from all the weight that I carry and thinking about how did I get here in the first place?

Yeah! I'm feeling sick again, my mind racing, and I can't put any brakes on it.
It's almost 3 am and it got me thinking about what was I doing wrong?
Finally, after hours of disputes in my mind, I understood that I was just overthinking about my life.

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Regrets

Walking with my regrets
I'm lost in the darkness of my fears
Pretending that I'm blind I'm trying to live in my imagination.
Spending so much time overthinking my problems that I'm giving rise to the demons inside my mind.

I try to flee but all the weight that I hold doesn't allow me to fly.
All these voices in my head make me do things that I'm going to regret.
Staring In the mirror I barely recognize who I am,
Hiding all these scars I'm just pretending to be okay.

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A poem for myself

Darkness goes daylight comes, you know nothing lasts!
All the memories will fade with time so why'd stress?
You might be just better by yourself so why'd rely on someone else?
I know it won't be easy but at least we can do is try because every step counts.
You'll eventually find peace within yourself, so do what you like rather than overthinking about the past.

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How did I lose happiness?

Ran behind perfection and disregarded what makes me happy,
Trying to be a perfectionist I became unrealistic.

Running behind fame I'd lost my worth, trying to impress others I kept fooling myself.

Dreaming about richness I refused to be the giver, faking my emotions I forgot what happiness even felt like!

Trying to find perfection In everything I remembered that I've lost my happiness.

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Mental health

It's okay to be a mess,
It's okay to not have it all figured out.
We spent so much of our energy trying to get rid of our feelings when we should do is work with them.

I know it's hard to open up and talk about our fears and emotions but it's really important because no one can handle the pain alone.

Thoughts come and go but life once taken won't come back. Never listen to your demons and take help when you need it.

Not just yourself but be kind to others and talk about their mental health too because just being there for someone makes a huge difference in their life too, so be kind and listen.

Mental health should be our priority

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Mental health

It's okay to be a mess,
It's okay to not have it all figured out.
We spent so much of our energy trying to get rid of our feelings when we should do is work with them.

I know it's hard to open up and talk about our fears and emotions but it's really important because no one can handle the pain alone.

Thoughts come and go but life once taken won't come back. Never listen to your demons and take help when you need it.

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Dream to a nightmare

Stuck in a dream
Where every single problem appeared so tiny
All my insecurities happened to just vanish.
A life that is so perfect or so it would seem
It felt like I was invincible and no one is there to hurt me.

But the reality seemed to break in between and destroy my fantasy,
Changing my dreams to nightmares reminded me of my past.
And there I was lost in the time and this rhyme
No, where to go and nothing to see except dwelling in the past.
And the dream continues to last.— % &

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I've been on a run

I've been on a run from Anxiety and fears.
Not gonna lie it's been years,
I'm sick of all these fakes and the lames.
Whom shall I blame?

I think I need a vacation,
Because I'm growing impatient.
Listening to the lies and watching these people,
fake their lives.
I always feel like I'm not good enough.
So i stayed in the darkness, even when I found light.
Trying to fit in i forgot, what freedom looked like.

Everyone's being rough,so I decided to be tough.
Tried living a fake life but it just brought me more pain.
Pleasing you I completely forgot.
Sometimes it’s not always about you,it’s about me too.
So I've been on a run from all these fake people.
Trying to find the real ones,who are truly loving and caring.

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Sadness in the heart
A smile on the face,
Chaos in my mind and silence in my nature.
Tired of this depression and
Trapped in those impressions that everything will be alright,
Slowly I think I'm going to lose my mind.
Drowning in my anxiety I search for answers in my mind,
Trying to find a remedy to cure all the thoughts that I have
And lastly Searching for a way to survive without depression or anxiety on my mind.

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